Just wish I did feel like this

What’s the point of fighting now?
When I see your eyes lusting for life
Hoping for love, longing for peace
Hungry for my heart
As I fade away in your miseries

My body remains lifeless
As I realize my soul has been ripped from my grasp
I wondered how something so uniquely my own
Could be taken away

With a mere glimpse of your tears
Pain should have awoken me
But with no soul
I couldn’t care even if I wanted too

Although I must thank you, I am
Closer to my dreams
Far from your affection
I can await death peacefully

Accepting that my time has past
I hold onto that black door
Awaiting my fate
But bounded my strips of your voice
I could not enter nor proceed forward

Why won’t she let go of me?
Why hold onto something that no longer exists?
Why woman why?!!!!!!
Why is my vision fading?

Started to see only white, I hear to a slight hum
Of murdered promises, wishes and dreams
Seep out of a small opening in the ground
Digging out this hole as I hope to find out its source
I found a chest with my name

“Here lies the things that only cause pain and suffering”
With a padlock on it that had no key to fit
I wonder if this is what happened to me
When I met you

I see a small red stream flowing to the chest
Is my soul in there?
Hurrying only to see the remains of my heart
Scattered on the floor
Feeding my nightmare


I’ve given up
Gave it all away to just to have somewhere to belong
Only to used, abused and murdered
Beyond imagination

Done by: Carlton Corke
Date: January 14, 2014