My Encasement

Anger, fear, depression
Is all that fills my body
Encasing it in a dark coffin
Not permitting my soul to escape
And find a brighter shell

Anger, fear, depression
Is what radiates outward from me
Causing people to dislike me
Fuck them, is what I think
Not able to have any other sense of thought
Unable to make friends

Anger, fear, depression
Is all I know
Making me unrational
For this I get ridiculed and beaten
Not only at school, but in my own home

Anger, fear, depression
Is what looms over my soul day and night
Letting me know I have no chance for the better things in life
Leaving me unable to be nice or even smile

Love, happiness, joy
Is what I will never have
Accepting this I will live my life
In the dark of night
Waiting for a long peaceful sleep