Lost; Left Behind

I taste the pain from myself crying
And I'm staying happy; I'm trying and trying.
Bleeding thoughts storming though my mind,
And now I'm left lonely, only to find
What's left of the little boy
Lost in the world; Left behind.

I feel the anger swimming through my vein's 
And I will show them; They'll all feel my pain.
Of a boy torn and lost in this dead world surrounding,
And not knowing me; They're misunderstanding. 
Blackened my eyes to show no fear,
A breakthrough of emotion is far and yet near.
Lost in my place; I'm lost in society
And life roads to go, I dont have variety.
Im stuck with my road, One way to hell.
I'm not okay; Nothing is well.