Just so tired...

And i am tired

from it all
the confusion and madness
was suppose to end
but it feels like it just began and
i try to conceal my fate
trying to save it off or a later date
but i am festering inside
surprised
by the fact that
i am so fried i should look black and...

i am just so tired

as i go to the car
stuff its pipe with new hate
start it
hear its purr
turn on the heat
and just wait.....
my eternal bliss has come to take me
away......