losing cigarette

It's cold as hell
That bad thing happening in my stomach again
Got cigarette and cup of coffee
Stare at things again
For no reason
Watching as water takes away the dirt,leaves and cigarette ends on the asphalt
Another stuff to play for kids
It's painful to watch kids how they be happy with hopping on the road
How they bubble rain under boots
They are happy ,that's simple just like that
Didn't realise how coffee leaked out of cup I forget that I'm holding
Many things got leaked off till this time in my life
Coffee is the last thing I would think of
And just realised that I forgot the cigarette too
It's just ashes on the stick now
Got some on my right shoe
Got many inside my lungs
I wouldn't complain about coffee I lost
But losing cigarette , that's painful