Suicide

Depression, anger, deception and fear
Leads me to my limits: my patience ends here!
I’m tired of you fools, I’m tired of my life
You make it unbearable so I’ll pull out my knife
Pain shoots through my body, blood starts appearing
It’s more manageable than the words I was hearing
Every little mean insult causes me doubt
But it’s finally taken over and I have lost out
I've wasted so much of my blood, sweat and tears
Because you have brought out all my worst fears

The last of my tears fall as the darkness overwhelms me
Brings me in, pulls me closer and will never set me free
Drown me in a sea with the other tortured souls
Brought me to the throne of he who controls
He burned my hand but healed my wound
He warned me this “You will be doomed”
To a life of whips and other physical pain
He mentioned things like canes, blades and chains
But that’s okay, physical pain will always get better
While your words are engraved like in a steel letter
At least it’s all over, I won’t deal with you anymore
You, your words that used to beat me down to the core