enemy slipping though time

my worst enemy puts me down
slams my face into the ground

tells me i'll always be
worthless fucked up
that person is me

i know the me
no one else will ever see

they say be better to yourself
but they don't know what i feel
or how i can't seem to heal

i feel as though i missed my youth
and its like losing a tooth
it's gone forever
too return never

it wasn't all bad
but most of it was
it left me with scares and fear
and little voices i hear

i can't get my life on track
and ever moment i lose
is one i'll never get back