You'll Get Yours

You've done it this time.
Just when I thought that I
hated you...
I think you're a horrible, cold,
irritating and ugly individual.
I often ask myself if when
I met you I fell for you in a
moment of convenience.
Lonely after a past break up
and you were ready to
say "forever" with me.
To this day, I don't even know
why I fell in love with you
and that's not because I'm mad.
I tell myself, I want to warn
that little girl that is in love with you.
I know how it goes...you talk...
and boy, do you talk good.
We've been through so damn
much together and now despite
YOUR addictions, you have to
play on mine.
Who's the one that got me to see
for the first time how good it made
you feel? YOU.
It's my fault for keeping doing it
but you didn't help me stop.
Now you're trying to get her taken
away from me when you are way
worse off than I ever was.
You cant even buy her shoes or
pay $60 a month in child support.
How do you propose you can take
care of her?
I know you don't want her.
You want to fuck me over out of spite
just because I didn't give in to
your begging and pleading to come
back to you.
I hate you, you're worth less piece of
garbage who didn't know good when
he had it.
And now, you want to take away
my reason for living. Just so I'll die.
You know that's what would hurt me
the worst.
But now, you no longer made it
about us. You're hurting her.
I swear as long as I live, I will
see to it that you burn in hell
and you will NEVER get to her
like you got to me.

You're really going to pay
this time.