Addicted To You...

I lay myself down on my bed…
I put my pillow under my head…
To stop the tears I close my eyes,
But that doesn’t stop the watery cries…
I try to think of you and me…
Happily as we both would be…
I grab another pillow and hold it tight…
I know I won’t sleep at all tonight…
So many things going through my mind…
So many thoughts that I cannot find…
Your image with her pops into my head..
Now I wish that I was dead…
For if I don’t have you…
I wish to be gone….
My eyes fill up again…
I slowly count up to ten…
I know you're with her,
So why do I even bother…
I said so many times how you were an angel…
Now it sounds like you’re the devil….
For your comforting words only hurt me more…
I know that you probably just wanna score.
I met you just some time ago…
And now I wish that I would go….
But I’m addicted and you’re my drug..
I want more than just a hug…
So now that I know your not with me..
I’ll leave you alone and let you be…