my 2nd memo

i filled out a request form    
i don't know what the fuck happened?    
mercy killing    
of oppurtunity    
do not resuccatate      
no dna left on the scene    
a lil girls favorite teddy bear    
with his legs ripped off    
whooooo!    
did'nt think i was gonna sweat that one out for a min    
but here i go tryin to make sense again    
i wanna bath in all of it    
her blood    
cum      
mucas    
and chewing gum    
     
i want pom poms to hit the floor    
the librarians glasses to fly off    
i want a neverending    
motivation    
1/3 of my forty feeling    
first bump of coke    
i wanna not have the relief of knowing    
what happens next    
that when i get to hell    
the warden will prolly have me in pc    
so i don't cause too much trouble in gen pop    
figuring out what the wires are hooked up to again  
it's always an accident  
when i kill my girlfriend
again  
ina a  
another play fight    
   
   
remembering the math    
of how    
      if you say it    
it's gone    
but  still have a purpose    
every time i trip and fall    
right in the front door