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this is not a life
This Is Not a Life
I sleep with the lights on, still
Always been afraid, of the dark
Childhood shit
It’s left many scars
I leave all the house lights on
Day and night, check all the doors
And window locks
Check my watch, and the clock
I need time frames, for my life
Tv and radio are always on
Don’t feel safe, those times are gone
I am a prisoner, in my own home
Always alone
No phone
No one
Just me and my fear
No friends, no family
No pets, just sheer shit
That’s what my life is
I sleep with the lights on, still
Always been afraid, of the dark
Childhood shit
It’s left many scars
I leave all the house lights on
Day and night, check all the doors
And window locks
Check my watch, and the clock
I need time frames, for my life
Tv and radio are always on
Don’t feel safe, those times are gone
I am a prisoner, in my own home
Always alone
No phone
No one
Just me and my fear
No friends, no family
No pets, just sheer shit
That’s what my life is
Published 16th Sep 2013
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16th Sep 2013 2:43am
Being alone is not good, I felt that way when I ruined my old family life. I lost my children for a long time before thay forgaver. I felt lost in a shadow destined for hell.
I like the way you put your thoughts out there, many people will not ever see how what a person feels because they never take time to see the feeling of a lonely person's life
I like the way you put your thoughts out there, many people will not ever see how what a person feels because they never take time to see the feeling of a lonely person's life
16th Sep 2013 9:41pm
you are so right my friend, people dont want to know aytmore about others problems
t y for the comment much appreciated
c
