THE MAN MUST BE MAD TEST

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED FRUSTRATED WITH BEING FRUSTRATED CONFUSED AS TO BEING CONFUSED SAD AT BEING SAD OBSESSED WITH OSESSIONS AND BEING OBSESSED ABOUT THEM ANGRY AT BEING ANGRY IF I AM LOST I FEEL THE NEED TO REMIND MYSELF I AM LOST

AND YET I DONT FEEL THE NEED TO FEEL HAPPY WHEN I AM HAPPY I JUST AM

IF I BREAK MY ARM I FEEL THE NEED TO POINT OUT TO PEOPLE AND MYSELF THAT I HAVE BROKEN MY ARM AND THAT I AM HURT

AND YET IF I SMILE I DONT FEEL THE NEED TO REMIND MYSELF I AM SMILING

A STRANGERS DOG WENT OUT ON TO THE ICE ON A FROZEN LAKE THE OWENER OF THE DOG WAS PANNICKING AT PANNICKING SO AS I PASSED HE FELT THE NEED TO RELAY THIS PANIC  I WENT ON TO THE ICE RESCUED THE DOG TOOK IT SAFELY TO THE BANK THEN FELL THROUGH THE CURRENT UNDERNEATH DRAGGED ME AWAY FROM THE HOLE I FELL THROUGH I THEN PANNNICKED AT PANNICKING  AND DROWNED

ON MY HEAD STONE READS THE MAN MUST BE MAD TEST