Laughing

I laugh in darker times
I laugh for reasons I at times cant describe
I laugh even though the pain builds up
My laugh is the dam for the pressure build up

Fuck it all at a time like this,
I hate it all when I cant do shit
And deep down something prevents
Me, from expressing all of it
Not without someone prompting it

Not without someone to bust the bubble
and let out the worries and troubles
Pent up thoughts and a discontent heart
Funny how everything evens out
"All the worlds a stage" and everyone plays their part

Some more so than others,
Some like shadows coming and going  like the sun
And All I can do is walk to the other side

Wait for this act to end,
I know there're many more ahead
So I laugh even in times of dread
Even when nothings left
Even when all is against my bet

To smile Ill not forget
To do so it only takes 26
muscles just to convey

To myself all the while
That its life Im living
Not sorrow only

Too much a mix
to concentrate on the downsides
So even in darkness/dark times
my laugh sounds proudly[/b][/b][/font]