Feeding The Monster

The monster struggles fiercely to break free
Longing to wreak havoc and inflict misery
By darkness and depravity its soul is stained
This demon must never be let out unrestrained

Daddy locks it away and holds it in check
Keeps it controlled lest her body it wreck
He promised she’ll never face it without Him
He’d never leave her alone to suffer its whims

He knows the power of this beast he fights every day
Tenaciously determined that it won’t have its way
Even though together the two are forever entwined
His love for her protects her body, spirit, and mind

Still the little one cowers in her corner, in fear
She had so hoped that the monster wouldn’t be here
Inside she struggles intently to not be afraid
Yet deepening angst her soul does pervade

As Daddy approaches He smiles with its evil grin
“Come now, little one; it is time we begin”
When He reaches forward to take her hand
She wonders this time what will it demand

It often is satisfied just by her whimpering cries
Even when she sees the arousal that seethe in His eyes
So maybe it will be happy to watch her resolve collapse
Or to see her will completely broken perhaps

But sometimes it bellows, demanding  her blood
Those are the times her tears flow in a flood
And it watches her agony with lascivious pleasure
As if each tear she sheds is a priceless treasure

“Do we have to, Daddy?” she pleads in a weak voice
Hoping maybe this time He will give her a choice
“Yes little one, you know that we do indeed
You know what might happen if it doesn’t feed”

She nods her head slowly, unable to speak
As Daddy leans over, tenderly kissing her cheek
“Don’t be scared little one; I’m right here with you
There are limits you know to what I let it do”

Daddy leads her to the bed where they will play
Her trust in Him chases her trepidation away
Disappearing quickly is the tight knot in her gut
She’s becoming again Daddy’s little pain slut

Soon she feels her back being torn by sharp claws
She feels teeth on her neck as it flexes its jaws
She howls out in anguish but ‘tis no avail
The beast seems more incited with each sobbing wail

On her flesh its crop falls again and again
Excruciating pain turns red her pale skin
She gives her body willingly to Daddy’s beast
While her suffering increases, it greedily feasts

At last the monster is satiated, Daddy drops His whip
Tears threaten in His own eyes, He tenderly strokes her hip
“We’re done for now, little one” He says sounding hoarse
And in Daddy’s soft tone she detects hints of remorse

“I know it’s your monster that won’t leave us be
Please don’t cry Daddy, You didn’t hurt me”
With a heavy sigh, He gathers her into His arms
“My little one, I’d as soon die as bring you to harm”

He means this she knows for He’s proven as much
It is why afterward she so craves Daddy’s touch
“Don’t worry Daddy I know your words are true
I’d never ever confuse Your monster with You.”

“That’s my good little girl” he murmurs ever so softly
But she knows inside He feels like He’s treated her awfully
“It is part of You, Daddy, even though you so hate it
I will bear any pain that I must if that will keep it sated.”