Deserve..

Maybe I deserve it..
I hurted you..
I made you cry..
Too many fights over stupid shit..
Too many missed phone calls..
Too many ignored texts..
I can only hope you will realized no relationship is perfect..
It's all normal what we go though..
If everything was always good it wouldn't make sense..
Apologies are old..
We both have said things in angry..
Things we didn't mean..
Understand the owner of my heart is still you..
Your permanent tattooed there..
Forever..
Do you feel it?
Touch it..
It beats for you..
But without you it won't survive..
So yes I know I deserve it but don't do it..
Please hold on..
I'll swallow my pride if be..
Anything to get US back..
Can you feel it?
Touch it..
It use to beat for you..
But since you left it turned black as nite..
No longer has life in it..
And I deserve it..