I'm done...

Waste of space
Disappointment, disgrace
kill me now, drown me In blood,
Rip out my heart, start a flood,
Don't burn from my sin,
Don't look out or within,
This life stigmatized in me,
Let these pills set me free,
Eternal life?
Eternal strife?
All I know is this knife,
Selfish failure, ignorant youth,
If only they knew my ugly truth,
Let me swallow the darkness,
Take my away,
I don't want to see another day.