Everythings Ok (PTSD Song)

i've seen a lot of things
did things most couldn't dream
but the things i've seen
are more like nightmares
i shake it off
like i dont care
say its just part of the job
oh

inside its killing me
i close my eyes
and those long nights is all i see
i hear those fireworks
and cant help but jump
i want to hit the ground
but no one around
would understand
so i go on day by day
like everythings ok

i can smile with the best of em
fake it with the rest of em
yeah nobody needs to know
where i go
when i sleep at night
its a never ending fight

inside its killing me
i close my eyes
and those long nights is all i see
i hear those fireworks
and cant help but jump
i want to hit the ground
but no one around
would understand
so i go on day by day
like everythings ok

i know i'm not the only one
that can still hear the sounds of a gun
i'll be alright
fightin this fight

inside its killing me
i close my eyes
and those long nights is all i see
i hear those fireworks
and cant help but jump
i want to hit the ground
but no one around
would understand
so i go on day by day
like everythings ok