My purpose in life

Everyone I know always goes away in the end
i'm not sure who I should consider my friend
i'm a lost soul trying to find my purpose in life
hoping one day i'll find myself a beautiful wife
some days my mind feels confined
as memories and more memories clog my cloudy mind
I have disrespected my body and disrespected my mind
will I find my purpose in life?
I guess I'll find out in time