upbeat

I tried to write violent
I tried to write strong
but today that part of me will not turn on
I'm in a daze with no direction
A monk without a tome

My arms feel week
as my fingers creep to the keyboard
they have made their spiritual home
Can it be I have no anger to release
or has a lack of sleep paralyzed me

normally my tension so built up
and it tends to scare me
But its enough to make me feel alive
adrenaline comes easy to me
I gave up on laying peacefully at home
I'm normally on my feet throwing insults at the throne

But I guess today Adeus rests
but questions he must answer first
what will it be
Finally finish Legend of Zelda
or watch a fuck ton of Dragonball Z

*the endings a little childish but that's the mood I'm in today