Foolish, Foolish Heart..

You know, I almost made a fool of myself again
But you look so much happier, that I just can't
Happier than I feel you could be with me
I can't offer fancy things or nice gifts
I can only offer me. My heart.
I was on the verge of saying I want you forever
To hold your hand as long as I have the strength to
To say I don't care anymore I would love you till I marry you
But I'm so stupid, so foolish, so vulnerable
I just wish the world would go easy on me
I can't help what I'm feeling
I guess I need to fight these feelings away again
Keep my mouth shut and not try for the romantic movie ending
I just don't know what to do when I feel these things
I just want to shout them to you and hold you until I can't anymore
Why is it that I feel like there is something
Something special still sitting there waiting
Waiting for it to be ignited, so it can rule our world
I'm so stupid. I can feel the tightening feeling
In my stomach like I felt every time I seen you
I'm not the same person, but I don't think it matters now
I'll let my heart float in this sea of sorrow
I don't know if it can take another hit
That foolish heart who sings your name
So I stare out at the ocean and think
and write songs with you in mind, I guess
for the next group of people to hear one day
And hopefully they stick together and are happy
I want you always to be happy. Regardless of where I am
In your life or not, I want to say those words again
Just one last time look into your beautiful eyes
and Kiss you right Before Sunrise