Pain Gone In An Instant

Blood spewing from my face,
As another blow has hit,
Beaten and abused again,
More pain my life has been
dealt.

After it's all over,
I lay there crying to myself,
All this sadness everyday,
Happiness I've never felt.

I grab the meth from my stash,
And shoot up in the hallway,
More than enough to kill me,
I don't want to live another
day.

My chest starts to hurt,
It's getting hard to breathe,
Things are getting dark,
And I can no longer see.

My life is fading fast,
Voices are becoming distant,
My heart finally stops,
Making my pain gone in an
instant.