My Darling

Something is wrong with me

I dream of black skies, acid rain trickling down my skin.
I crave the feeling of the grim reaper gripping my neck with his ice cold hands.
The smell of fresh blood is a sweet lullaby reassuring me its okay.
I look at my reflection in the angelic blade.
I grip her tightly, pull her close, and whisper "i love you my darling"
Her sharp edges dive deep into my skin and she swims around in my blood.
She skates up and down my arm, leaving weeping wounds to mark her territory.
I become wary as she heads straight for the pale blue veins that scream for my help. They beg me to stop her. She doesnt listen, she is stubborn and she knows what she wants.  I cringe and tense as i scream at her to stop.
She looks me in the eyes and winks. "You want this, remember? You said you wanted to die. So i'll help you. Because i love you too my darling."
I feel my eyes start to close as her skates pierce my veins that start to cover her with blood.
She soothes my restless mind and sways me gently to into internal sleep.