Consumed.

         Forgive me for what I'm about to do,
       For I have no control.
       This madness and sadness,
       is tearing me apart.
       Which way to go?
       It's like a one way route to hell
       Reserved for only me,
       No one else.
       Burning inside my own skin,
       This nightmare never seems to end.
       Round and around I go
       Consumed by these thoughts
       Fear is all I seem to feel.
       I can't be saved.
       Never. Again.