Comfortably numb?

 I can't feel it anymore
You've broken me
You don't even know it
I can't take it anymore
Show you wear it hurts?
There is no pain I am receding
If I show you all will change
this inner turmoil
This awful rage
Step away from me
Yet don't leave
I'm going to cry
I'm tortured at this moment
But I hate myself for it
I act like a child
You can't understand
This is not how I am
Stop being so perfect
Don't be so lovely
Or
Love me in return