The real me

* = screaming/growling

You're the only one who's seen the real me,
and didn't run away.
And that's why I am begging you,
begging you to stay.
*Here we go!*
It's just another pretty lie folks;
Welcome to my funeral.
Looked at all the times I waited for you,
and you didn't show.
You're the only one who's seen all I can be,
and didn't hate a single side of me.
But I guess I've just been played.
I knew it was too good to be true.
I hope you know I didn't mean it when I said
''I'm in love with you''
It's not true.
I was stuck to you;
like glue.
But recently,
I have come unglued.
*Here we go! It's just another fantasy! Of all that could be, you and me!
but believe me when I say i'm dying! I'm not one for lying!*
It's just another pretty lie folks.
Welcome to my funeral.
I thought we were in sepparable.
Well what do I know?
Anyways?
You're the only one that's known,
How much this blows.
And you were the only one to truely,
just go,
with the flow.
And now you're leaving me.
And living your dream.
I guess I'm just not what you had wanted
me to be.
Oh, don't you see?
It's not meant for me...
to this degree,..
I'm locked up in a cage!
Why don't you set me free?
Your love could set me free,
Baby, don't you see?
What you do to me?
You wanna stay neutral?
Well It'll be okay,
next time I see you,
at my funeral.
Stay away from me.
Alkaline,
won't you please be mine?
Take me back in time.
To when you and me,
were all lovey dovey,'
and not sworn to life enemies.
Can't you see by the look in my eyes?
I really do miss the old times.
*Everything you would say made me think you wanted me to stay! How if i walked away skies would be grey! But now my skies are grey, because you left me! And you took the color of my world with you! Oh baby please!*