Coat of Anger

The coat of anger clings to her
Seemingly glued to her bone structure
The hole in her heart mimics the void in a hanger
I just don't think change is in her future
She is not flexible, not a bender

She can be pleasent without that coat
But any other time she is around
She is bound to cast her vote
On me her verbal bruises can be found
She makes me fantasize of a gash in my throat
One so large that it rendered's me unable to make a sound

I just can't seem accept that I am the only one left to be hated
No matter how hard I try
It always gets under my skin
Thanks, now I'm blotchy and irritated

The truth is bundled inside of insults enveloped in lies
There just does not seem to be a healthy relationship in sight
I can apologize but, any sorry's just take flight
There are only so many times I can try to make things right

No matter how many times I admit that I was too was at fault
It doesn't matter at all
I wish my mind and heart would come to a halt
Just fucking stop!
Drop
Do an emotional summersault
Flip everything around
Then just take her with a grain of salt