Forgetting you (everything) conner>?

The dry reaches of this mourning
Span out brittle to yesteryear
Moistened only by a salty tear

Enduring this doom steeped curse
A punkish, injudicious rage
That seeped worse and worse
Through each and every page

Tap the node back to life  
Alkaloids upon a bowie knife
My compulsion caused by  
Sheer pressure & convulsions  
My company tries to conciliate
With a stream of unconsciousness
A flow of constant contradictions  
Tempting to con me into submission  
Unconstrained my constipated brain
I’ll stay true to previous convictions

At least I know I’ll enjoy the infliction  

I was dry reaching this morning
Acidic spittle fester here
I smell the vomit in my hair