Rain....

The that has been cast upon me
As it touches my skin with its freezing touch
Numbing me fromthe pains and upsets from my past
All the past pains seem to come back and haunt me
The rain is fresh and full of salt
As it drips into open wounds
It burns me with an intense pain that is indescribeable
As I look into the distance
All I see is a dark and dreary roadthat is broken
The life once bright now lay in ruins and forever in disrepair
No one can fix this broken road
Walking on this broken road with the freezing rain touching my face and body
All problems are my fault
As I pick up a knife and drag the dull blade across my arm
I have no feeling in me what so ever
No feeling to smile or laugh
All I can do is drag a knife across my neck to help me feel something
the pain of the world are on my shoulders
Now i can't move away from the pains in my life
No more sunshine only a black moon lights my path