My Loneliest Love

              As I stare at myself in the mirror and I realized I try to disguise my lies with a non-existent paradise. I lay in bed thinking of the past and all I see is my own hatred. To proud to admit I was wrong; to vain to say I was sad. I thrived on your pain to make my own seem scarce. I see inside my demons. To live like what I loathed to be made me sad to be me. I cry inside wanting to die. I try and try not to cry. I picture your face and fall apart inside. I should have realized sooner this would be the outcome, but I could never get my mind wrapped around the thought of losing you. So I say now, on this night, stars so bright, I give you my soul tonight.  I Give you my love, my sweetest dreams, and hope you find peace. Peace of heart, peace of mind.  You made my life complete, but now it’s your turn to meet your true happiness.  So long for now, my dear sweet friend. May the goddess be with thee.  Blessed Be!