"Addictions"

"Living in darkness full of hate-my sins i confess but it's way too late for me to escape-i have an addiction not drugs but masturbation-i'm doing way too much ejaculation-i ask myself day after day the same question-when will it stop i wish there was a pill i could pop-so i wouldn't have a hard cock-my god whut am i sayin'-tired of my dick i wish it would sleep so i could stop rantin and ravin'-i threw out my porno magz today-but not before i jerked off on them bay bay-yea,i had to get one last nut off on those colorfull pages-ya sayin' how tha fuck can he say this-eazy,just do the shit i do-pull ya dick till ya shoot goo-i don't like to hear bitches runnin' they mouth talkin' pure shit-oh he's a white boy wit a little dick so that's why in private i jack my little prick-and on those porn mags my dick just spit-i ain't afraid to admit it........."i'm an addict so fuck it"

verse 2

anotha addiction i have is wit death-can't stop thinkin' 'bout it it just takes all i have left-my momz was killed when i was elev in-that's tha reason for most of my sin-i just wish it was me that was deceased-at least i'd be in peace and not livin' in grief-i can say it many way'z but it still tha same shit and when i do leave this life i'll have to pay-there just isn't any other way so on the ouija i must play-tell my mom'z all the things i want to say-mom,i love you can't wait to join you,to hold you-never be apart from you togetha foreva me and you-until that day arrives i'll have to stay here-live depressed thinkin' of you droppin' many a tear-i don't and i won't fear death when it approaches-i smash it out like steppin' on roaches-i have an obsession an infliction-severe depression,fuck it death iz my ............"addiction"

verse 3

infactuations could mean complications-too much of obsessions sinkin' deeper into depression-nobody can help me with my mentality-the best way to help me is to not fuck wit me-that means family and society just leave me be-i was born mentally incapacitated-my memory is so much faded-my wordz are beyond x rated-a career in hip hop i ain't tryin' to make it-my last wordz "fuck it" i ain't afraid to admit it.............i'm a fuckin' "addict".