"MAMA"

i remember my mama right from the get go-all the things she said and did she let her love show-she did many things for me and my brother-us two made her the happiest mother-she would let us travel with her through the states-always came through mama was great-she wasn't old she was very young-she made me glad to be her son-daddy wasn't around at that time-he messed up and mama dropped his ass like an old dime-we learned to deal with it-mama had enough of the bullshit-we didn't argue with mama cause she knew what was best-stayed close to her like birds in a nest-mama wasn't rich and she wasn't poor-we all had beds never slept on a floor-we moved around alot at our young ages-my life was moving fast like book pages-me and mama did have rough times together-we both knew our love for each other would never sever-i love that woman to death-with my soul and all my breath........"MAMA"

verse 2

mama had hard times with part time jobs-so we moved to south carolina to stay with uncle bob-he was retired from the u.s.a.f-he was happy when we came and sad when we left-that went on for a while-we'd move in and out changes like clothes style-when we moved back in things were great-mama would cook for us all it was all love no hate-me and my brother liked school in the s.c.-me made friends and friends but it was always us the family-mama would pick us up from school-i remember she would wipe my little brothers mouth sayin "don't drool"-mama did like to part alot-she was young gettin' down not staying bunched up like a knot-she made things work out every Christmas-got me what i wanted everything on my list-uncle bob took us one year to the sunshine state-to Florida damn it was great-saw granny whitehead and my aunts-ate alot of good southern food granny even hemmed my pants-i felt bad when we got back to s.c.-mom and bob arguing over our trip to florida the sunny-momz packed up and moved to j,ville-told me and my lil brother it'll be alright stay here and chill-i'll be back soon is what she said last-and that's exactly where it sits i'll be back soon sits in the past...."MAMA"

verse 3

me and my brother watchin' t.v. one weekend night-us and uncle bob no one else in sight-then the phone rings 2 times-bob picks it up before the third chime-he sounds depressed talking slow-i'm thinkin' my cousin becky,bob say's no no-then he blurts out the heavy news-mama got in a accident knocked outta her shoes-i couldn't believe it mama was dead-me and my brother stayed quiet nuthin' was said-my brother was only 5 yrs old-too young to understand too young to be told-we went to g,ville for mom’z funeral-i didn't shed a tear i couldn't let it go-was this a dream or was it real-damn how could this happen what was the deal-me and bobby took it ok i guess-all through the tears all through this mess-back in s.c. me and bobby get the call-dad in g,ville wants us to move with him before the fall-so off we go leavin' bob behind-so much shit happened in so little time-i went to school for 7 yrs-got in with the wrong crowd had bad peers-got drunk every weekend-smoked some weed livin' in sin-had hoes on my knob-suckin and suckin slob slob slob-mama’s death hit me hard-my mind and heart are deeply scarred-my bother don't take it to well now that he understand-he's grown,he's a man-i now cry and weep-shedding tears all over my sheets-my souls hurtin' and achin'-thinkin' how much more can i be takin'-i just wish i could have said "i love you" before she left-now my souls forever haunted by my mama’s death-i know i'll see mama again-i know she's waitin' for me and my brother in heaven-she ain't here in the body but she's here in the soul-waitin' and waitin' to be with her 2 sons and get a hold-so through all the laughter and pain-i feel like i did go insane-i just can't wait to be with her again-through all this fuckin' drama-i will alwayz and forever love my "MAMA"!!!!!!