The Moments That Never Happened

I never got a good-bye
It was an ending unexpected
A life was taken
When you went to heaven
My life was taken
Every future event that
We were suppose to share 
Turned nonexistent 
Our future memories
Disappeared in thin air
Just like you did
You abandoned me
You put me here
Then you left me
I am so alone
Do you understand
Being the girl with
No mother
Every moment of 
My life will be incomplete
When I turn 18
When I graduate from high school
When I get my first job
When I get married
When I have children
When I need advice
You won't see what
Kind of woman I'll be
Never hear your voice
I just wanted to tell you
That I love you
That I miss you
That I wanted us
To get a long
I am sorry that
I didn't try harder
I am sorry for being
A bad daughter
I am sorry
I love you
And I am sorry