Addiction beast.

As I erase all that I had left inside.
I find the one thing I was looking for my whole life.
That glimpse of light.
That final shred of hope…
I look closer…
Only to see more hatred and envy.
So I pick up a friendly needle…
And tighten the belt.
I use my favorite flame.
To finialy ingnite.
My mind races.
With every realese.
My skin boils.
And my Euphoria feasts
My life is complete.
For that blissful half hour.
And after that is gone.
I sit back and cower.
With fear
That forget which it came.
So I huddle into a ball.
And let my
Addiction beast reign