"WTF part 3"

It iz i say's me,i i i-fuck with me i'll leave ya with a columbian necktie-i live amongst the unseen-fucked in the head,it's wicked shit i sing-i feel the need to die-so confused i feel the need to cry-no physical pain,just emotional pain-broken hearts pain makin' me the opposite of sane-the world will keep turning with or without me-please dear god put me into eternal sleep-grotesque beyond your nightmares-suicide is beyond repair for it's all about despair-ya girl left,lost ya job,lost ya crib,lost ya car-all of this shit happening ya don't know how long or how far-ya last penny is now gone-fuck,who am i kidding,this is my life,my story,my song-i just want a love to call my own-just like it's always been,i'm all alone-i am noone special,i am nothing,i am a loser,my life is a waste-in my pocket i have a knife,i reach in pull it out,drag it down my chest,the blood i taste-i don't care if i disrespect others-fuck those mutha fuckaz-they get disposed like skeeted in rubbers-i'm a pathological liar with a sexual addiction-those are my demons that make me sin-i feel so terrible,i feel so miserable,having no passion for anything-i'm a kreep, i'm a loser,i wish i was special,your so very special-like always it's madness i sing-the reality of my life is full of drama-and the cause of this drama,is from the death of my mama-i don't blame society for shit that's wrong with me-there's so much going on in my head i have a poisonous mentality-actin' before thinkin'-pop pillz instead of drinkin'-my deceased family and friends,their the ones i'm dreamin'-i got love within my heart,alot to give-thought i found someone that would accept it,give me a true reason to live-my sinz,my demonz,consist of lyin',stealin' and masturbation-to all i know,i've led them into total deception without hesitation,i know this to be a very fucked up situation-my life is spinnin' outta control-it's all outta wack,can't take a hold-fuck this place-fuck this world-fuck outta my face-fuck your slutty ass girl-fuck family,friends and foes-fuck all hoes-a bitch once hurt me,decieved me,fuckin' used me-now i have dreams of harey karey-a total mind melt down,my face show's a frown-everything i've done for that bitch and she let me down-bitch ass slut,bitch ass whore,my heart is tore-all you have spoken to me is never more-all i'm left with is my alter ego "Leathaface"-the psychotic lunatic dumpin' loads of blood on your myspace-humiliation,a fucked situation,on my soul are lacerations-the pain that bitch inflicted upon me calls for her immediate decapitation-it's still the same ol' shit,a bitch iz a bitch and a trick iz a trick and hoes love to suck dickz-either way it's the same ol' shit-all work and no play makes larry a dull boy-all play and no work makes larry a silly boy-no work and no play makes larry a psychotic boy-the only time life means anything is when i'm working,but i can't seem to hold down a job very long,it's not much of a life with no relatives,no love in your life,nobody to care whether you live or die,i don't care-dead is better-go ahead and stare-your hoish bitch yes i met her-and yes i also fucked her-i was just thinkin' that when i die,i have to go before god and give account for every action and thought i have ever had and did.all my sinz.the torture of god's animals,the promiscous sex,the drugz,the partying.the adultery i committed while i was married.the lies,lies,lies,so many lies.i've told some crazy,outlandish lies.god have mercy on my pathetic soul.i plead "guilty" on all accounts of my sinfull life.my family disowned me,i live in the past as to when i had a loving family and friends.as of this writing i have nothing.i need not females close to my heart,for my heart is fragile.i cannot and shall not allow myself to be hurt or destroyed by love.it's quite an expeirience to live in fear isn't it-if you can't handle it,too fucking bad bitch-i've done and seen things you people wouldn't believe-a million and one phrases up my sleeve-long is the way and hard that out of hell leads up to light-many times i have faced my death with noone to know-suffering? you haven't seen anything yet-oh yes,there will be blood-i'd rather be a failure at something i love,than a success at something i hate-i just took 10 pillz at the same time-i don't giva fuck if none of this shit rhymes-kill me pillz watch me break, take me under-i know i have you all scratchin' your headz in wonder-this was my tale of my pathetic,fucked up life-depression is why i pace this room with this large knife-nuthin' to live for,nuthin' here for me,so i open a new door-here i lay on this cold ass floor-dead to life,nuthin' less nuthin' more-i do have a soft side-when i'm hurt i die more and more inside-my pain iz great,my lord take my pain away,look in my eye'z tell me whut it iz you see,a sorrowfull look,i feel my life fade away,when i'm immortalized i will be forgotten,these pillz got me all so numb,death i await 24/7,my rewardz in heaven,all the love i have inside means nothing here on earth-gotdammit man,i can't wait til it's ashes to ashes and dirt to fucking dirt...........AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!