I've Stopped Resisting...

 
Riding high
on a wave
of deprivation.

Wondering why
I would deny
myself this.


Hating myself
that my failure
is inevitable.

Knowing the feeling
will fade
when I give in.


Deciding to stop
the analytical
self-ridicule.

Enjoying
the electric
contentedness.


Loving my strength
and the pain
which proves it.

Scorning the weak
who will never
know this.


Wasting away
these traits
they so love.

Hoping then maybe
they'll keep their hands
to themselves.


Realizing now
my motivation
behind this.

Embarrassing myself
by being
so cliche.