Just one wish

The anguish that haunts me It can’t seem to fade,
I try to run but it won’t go away,
It dwells in my mind; it won’t let me sleep,
Afraid to close my eyes because it ruins my dreams,
I’m drained out, it’s getting harder to breathe,
It’s taking my strength, it’s making me weak,
The nights are silent that I can hear my soul cry,
The days are dim the sun doesn’t shine,
I can’t stare at no one, I can’t even see,
By the black tear I’ve shed and what’s becoming of me,
Alone and Forsaken is what my life has been,
By choice and by fate even from within,
A delusional life derailed by love and by trust,
A wounded heart hopelessly thrust,
Broken apart, that I can’t stand another day,
Deeply sadden…..myself I isolate,
I hate myself I just want to disappear,
A lie within a lie is all you ever hear,
If I had one wish, I wish to morph into a crow,
So I can fly away where no one will ever know,