Submissions by zzzdreamer

Present Reaction


Is this some form of  expensive guilt?
A tension that remains in my gut
I'm not sure what you're doing here
Since I may be just a version of a slut

Now we're here, We are forces composed of two
Quite different in nature, so gather the few
You both are and were courageous, not me
This isn't a joyride and it's as if you knew
Where to find me, come on now unwind me

I don't understand the intercourse of it all
It's a large nation, truth in it I'm small
I may have things in common with these two
What's your...

As you tuck me in for slumber so deep
The nightmares may start, the crowd settles in
Your sweet face's image I pray to keep
while they start to take in this evening sin.
Every time I toss and turn I breathe
the voices whisper in a chant that haunts;
There's not one I could trust or make believe
Is here for me or on my side, they taunt.
Not really my lover, your sarcasm
Shall hit my brain like guns shot through;
I want to wake up, scream in a spasm,
There's no one to look for, not even you.
My head it throbs the pain of loneliness;
My dreams...

Let us learn together, this might be how it's done;
Can you take this scene? I could gawk for everyone;
I'm reading, I'm writing, taking notes to make sure,
Without a life to lean on, I'll never be that pure.

These fictional relationships are not really what I want.
Now I'm starting to realize, it's me, they want to haunt;
They can see me with their eyes, hear my private thought;
Tell me teacher, what comes next? I had never really sought!

So I'll learn your information, if it's something that is true,
Wish their words could disappear when it's...

If I was in your bracket, your favorite (girl),


I'd admire, respect you, neglect myself, no use


Let me tell you, I would try to change our sad worlds.


Something so damn tragic doesn't deserve abuse.






If I was your (girl) I would relate to your cause.


It's something that means much more than life to this lie.


If you did that for me I would cry and because


Let me tell you, if I was your girl I might “die”.






The afterlife darling would be never...