Submissions by yourdarkboi (kersionix)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
depression themed poems are my forte
ANGER POEM
Published
14th Dec 2018 9:45pm
14th Dec 2018 9:45pm
untitled
untitled
unseen
you may be able to tell
im not a a human being
i fade into the shadows
you shine,bright as a star
we all know just how this goes
we all know who we are
yes some are destined
for greatness
and some for fame
i was destined for blatedness
i was destined for shame
now some may try
to slow the prosses
of my bodys decay
but i embrace it with open arms
but i do have a thing to say
yes,as im rotting
my mind still reels
from all i have seen,felt
as my blood congeles
yes, i...
unseen
you may be able to tell
im not a a human being
i fade into the shadows
you shine,bright as a star
we all know just how this goes
we all know who we are
yes some are destined
for greatness
and some for fame
i was destined for blatedness
i was destined for shame
now some may try
to slow the prosses
of my bodys decay
but i embrace it with open arms
but i do have a thing to say
yes,as im rotting
my mind still reels
from all i have seen,felt
as my blood congeles
yes, i...
#anger
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Nov 2018 6:21pm
20th Nov 2018 6:21pm
never never land
im walking through a mirror
into never never land
i notice theres no talking here
time flows through an hour glass that ran out of sand
the air feels like liquid
its filling up my lungs
you walked through the mirror too?
don't listen to the walls with there wagging tongues
why are the portrait eyes moving?
my face is looking like wax,melting
at this game, im losing
why is the room tilting
funhouse mirrors
oh such fun
i wish i could see clearer
but that cant be done
you used to know me
not...
into never never land
i notice theres no talking here
time flows through an hour glass that ran out of sand
the air feels like liquid
its filling up my lungs
you walked through the mirror too?
don't listen to the walls with there wagging tongues
why are the portrait eyes moving?
my face is looking like wax,melting
at this game, im losing
why is the room tilting
funhouse mirrors
oh such fun
i wish i could see clearer
but that cant be done
you used to know me
not...
#emptiness
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DRUGS POEM
Published
19th Nov 2018 5:18pm
19th Nov 2018 5:18pm
thend
tic,tok tic,tok
is all i can
hear
drown out the voices
down another beer
tic,tok tic,tok
its all i can
stand
whys it not working?
i'll try another brand
i crave some silence
its more than i can bear
why such violence?
why's life not fair?
tic tic tic tic
whys it all
wrong?
i guess i'll try a new bong
tok tok tok tok
and i let out a
sigh
i guess all thats working
is a brand new high
the voices are quite
the colors are bright
this is such a riot ...
is all i can
hear
drown out the voices
down another beer
tic,tok tic,tok
its all i can
stand
whys it not working?
i'll try another brand
i crave some silence
its more than i can bear
why such violence?
why's life not fair?
tic tic tic tic
whys it all
wrong?
i guess i'll try a new bong
tok tok tok tok
and i let out a
sigh
i guess all thats working
is a brand new high
the voices are quite
the colors are bright
this is such a riot ...
#despair
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Nov 2018 6:24pm
15th Nov 2018 6:24pm
what are those?!?
pound,pound,pound
goes the clock
in my head
i just wish i was dead
pound,pound,pound
goes the clock
in my mind
my brains lagging behind
my bloods got to boiling
my head starts to bang
my stomche starts toiling
but it aint no thang
its real easy
to fake a smile
when you've been
doing it for awhile
if your mask
starts to slip
if your world
starts to tip
all you can to
keep your feelings
hidden
is
fake your way through
i cant help it
for me or for you
i feel a...
goes the clock
in my head
i just wish i was dead
pound,pound,pound
goes the clock
in my mind
my brains lagging behind
my bloods got to boiling
my head starts to bang
my stomche starts toiling
but it aint no thang
its real easy
to fake a smile
when you've been
doing it for awhile
if your mask
starts to slip
if your world
starts to tip
all you can to
keep your feelings
hidden
is
fake your way through
i cant help it
for me or for you
i feel a...
#nightmares
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Nov 2018 4:08pm
15th Nov 2018 4:08pm
stapled
my eyes are stapled
open wide
by asailents
i cant fight
cant hide
i cannot
turn tail and take flight
why are my eyes
not obeying
my brain
i think im going insane
i think im wondering off track
well now theres no turning back
why cant i fall
asleep at night
why is it a struggle,
a fight
why is my mind full
of such spite
why are he pills not working
but now its getting bright
its a sorry thing
my minds blight
im laying in bed
for a few hours
its enough said
i gotta...
open wide
by asailents
i cant fight
cant hide
i cannot
turn tail and take flight
why are my eyes
not obeying
my brain
i think im going insane
i think im wondering off track
well now theres no turning back
why cant i fall
asleep at night
why is it a struggle,
a fight
why is my mind full
of such spite
why are he pills not working
but now its getting bright
its a sorry thing
my minds blight
im laying in bed
for a few hours
its enough said
i gotta...
#sleep
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Nov 2018 5:14pm
14th Nov 2018 5:14pm
help
why can't i breathe
my mind is jumbled
clawing at my brain
i think i just stumbled
i cant think anymore
i just shut that door
its impossibe
i cant take it any more
i gonna screem
im gonna hurl
IM NOT PERFECT
im just a little girl
im screaming for help
why cant you hear
its not more than a yelp
i can no longer steer
im out of control
and know one sees
no one cares
im just a shadow
and shadows cant talk
its gotten so
i cant talk
WHY WON'T YOU HELP ME ...
my mind is jumbled
clawing at my brain
i think i just stumbled
i cant think anymore
i just shut that door
its impossibe
i cant take it any more
i gonna screem
im gonna hurl
IM NOT PERFECT
im just a little girl
im screaming for help
why cant you hear
its not more than a yelp
i can no longer steer
im out of control
and know one sees
no one cares
im just a shadow
and shadows cant talk
its gotten so
i cant talk
WHY WON'T YOU HELP ME ...
#anxiety
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Nov 2018 6:20pm
8th Nov 2018 6:20pm
a list of things that didnt kill me
a bottle of pills
chased down with bleach
a high dive
unto a rocky beach
a high jump
with a short rope
reading this
you've proabably lost hope
sorry but the list ain't done
lets get to the real fun
a shot of air in a vein
but it was all in vain
waiting on the tracks
for the midnight train
walking into
the left lane
its kinda hard to explain
why i go through all this pain
maybe i'll try for toxic shock
i mean what could go wrong?
though i'm not one to talk
but it'll draw out long ...
chased down with bleach
a high dive
unto a rocky beach
a high jump
with a short rope
reading this
you've proabably lost hope
sorry but the list ain't done
lets get to the real fun
a shot of air in a vein
but it was all in vain
waiting on the tracks
for the midnight train
walking into
the left lane
its kinda hard to explain
why i go through all this pain
maybe i'll try for toxic shock
i mean what could go wrong?
though i'm not one to talk
but it'll draw out long ...
#anxiety
#suicide
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6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
6th Nov 2018 9:11pm
6th Nov 2018 9:11pm
walk and talk
i look in the mirror
and what do i see?
something inferior
it must be me
i must be in a fun house
cause i'm looking strange
what is going on?
its funny how reflections change
been think'in all alone
'bout the music i must face
we have to talk
we'll keep it at a friendly pace
we been talking for awhile now
we're now competing
its almost
a race
then we began to trip
our conversation began to go awry
talking as fast as he could
then by the end of the day
we had done all we would
but then...
and what do i see?
something inferior
it must be me
i must be in a fun house
cause i'm looking strange
what is going on?
its funny how reflections change
been think'in all alone
'bout the music i must face
we have to talk
we'll keep it at a friendly pace
we been talking for awhile now
we're now competing
its almost
a race
then we began to trip
our conversation began to go awry
talking as fast as he could
then by the end of the day
we had done all we would
but then...
#mirror
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Nov 2018 6:07pm
5th Nov 2018 6:07pm
sweet dreams
i see the moon in the sky
while laying in bed
i just want to die
living in my head
the room i live in
has no windows
put my life in the bin
while all time slows
my lungs are screaming
i cant take a breath
im not very seeming
while i welcome death
i feel
like im
underwater
my brain is drenched
in gasoline
muscles clench
ignite with a scream
as the night ends
not a wink slept
my reality bends
my mind is gone
while laying in bed
i just want to die
living in my head
the room i live in
has no windows
put my life in the bin
while all time slows
my lungs are screaming
i cant take a breath
im not very seeming
while i welcome death
i feel
like im
underwater
my brain is drenched
in gasoline
muscles clench
ignite with a scream
as the night ends
not a wink slept
my reality bends
my mind is gone
#insomnia
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Nov 2018 5:35pm
5th Nov 2018 5:35pm
story time 1
i look at my ceiling
my mind draws a blank
what ive brought into being
as my hopes sank
the sun is shining
but i dont mind
a lovers pining
but he wont find
his lady love
who's locked away
she's turned a dove
as his mind did fray
before dusk
and after dawn
he was very frank
his mind was gone
he searched the world over
for his lady love
couldnt find her
so he began
to kill every dove
for if he couldnt have her
no one could
once again he fell apart
as he doned his hood ...
my mind draws a blank
what ive brought into being
as my hopes sank
the sun is shining
but i dont mind
a lovers pining
but he wont find
his lady love
who's locked away
she's turned a dove
as his mind did fray
before dusk
and after dawn
he was very frank
his mind was gone
he searched the world over
for his lady love
couldnt find her
so he began
to kill every dove
for if he couldnt have her
no one could
once again he fell apart
as he doned his hood ...
#magic
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ANGER POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2018 9:13pm
2nd Nov 2018 9:13pm
trouble in hell
i thought i was human"
"shut up....just shut up"
im not human
here is my proof
i dont have a home
just four walls and a roof
you see a smiling mother
three kids
a boyfriend
i see hell
my mothers best friend
everyday
day in and day out
i cant find anyway to shout
for so many years
i held my piece
i put up a wall
well that has all ceased
now my life(funny joke)
is a waking nightmare
this is just life
we all know thats not fair
"shut up....just shut up"
im not human
here is my proof
i dont have a home
just four walls and a roof
you see a smiling mother
three kids
a boyfriend
i see hell
my mothers best friend
everyday
day in and day out
i cant find anyway to shout
for so many years
i held my piece
i put up a wall
well that has all ceased
now my life(funny joke)
is a waking nightmare
this is just life
we all know thats not fair
#LifeStruggles
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2018 5:15pm
2nd Nov 2018 5:15pm
weakness
you make me weak
i cant get you out of my head
you told me you loved me
now i just wish i was dead
i tryed so hard
and for so long
this lowly bard
sings a sad song
you make want to kill myself and smile at the same time
and you still do
you kept my heart on the highest shelf
though it has nothing to do with you
when i speak to you now
i just want to cry
i just want to lay low
i just want to die
i loved you like no one else
but you made us fall apart
cant be alone by myself
listen to my heart
i...
i cant get you out of my head
you told me you loved me
now i just wish i was dead
i tryed so hard
and for so long
this lowly bard
sings a sad song
you make want to kill myself and smile at the same time
and you still do
you kept my heart on the highest shelf
though it has nothing to do with you
when i speak to you now
i just want to cry
i just want to lay low
i just want to die
i loved you like no one else
but you made us fall apart
cant be alone by myself
listen to my heart
i...
#heartbroken
#breakup
#FeelingLost
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