Submissions by xxkassidy (KC Fietek)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
FUCK BITCHES GET MONEY
In The Air
There's a galaxy full of suns,
That you can outshine.
I guess I like them bright
Because I had to make you mine.
So much love in the air,
That I can hardly breathe.
My veins just might collapse,
My heart has skipped so many beats.
I've never felt this way,
And I don't plan to again.
I finally found someone,
Who wants me for who I am.
So much hate in the air,
But I found someone to confide in.
He took my tears away,
So I could clearly see the lightening.
Now as night turns into day,
I won't be caught dead...
That you can outshine.
I guess I like them bright
Because I had to make you mine.
So much love in the air,
That I can hardly breathe.
My veins just might collapse,
My heart has skipped so many beats.
I've never felt this way,
And I don't plan to again.
I finally found someone,
Who wants me for who I am.
So much hate in the air,
But I found someone to confide in.
He took my tears away,
So I could clearly see the lightening.
Now as night turns into day,
I won't be caught dead...
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This Is My Life, This Is My Stand
I love him, but he's personally pushing me to the point of wanting to cut again. He makes jokes about ------ constantly, about how hot she is, how big her boobs are, how pretty her eyes are, etc. He makes beating jokes about me and my dad a lot. I feel like shit while talking to him. He talks about other girls so much.. Why aren't I good enough?" - November 13th, 2009.
What the fuck was I thinking?
To let you treat me that way.
Well I am here to tell you,
This shit's about to change.
You ask me every day,
Why I don't love you anymore.
So I wrote a...
What the fuck was I thinking?
To let you treat me that way.
Well I am here to tell you,
This shit's about to change.
You ask me every day,
Why I don't love you anymore.
So I wrote a...
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Pluto and Mars
We all have stories,
And we all have scars.
I carry the world on my shoulders,
Plus Pluto and Mars.
It hurts to wake up,
Every day is the same.
Every day is a challenge
With more bad news on the way.
I hate walking through school,
Everyone can see you crying.
And they're probably talking shit,
Spreading rumors and lying.
Because that's all we're good for,
Is making shit up.
Making people suffer
When they want to be numb.
I've never done anything to you,
And fuck what you've heard. ...
And we all have scars.
I carry the world on my shoulders,
Plus Pluto and Mars.
It hurts to wake up,
Every day is the same.
Every day is a challenge
With more bad news on the way.
I hate walking through school,
Everyone can see you crying.
And they're probably talking shit,
Spreading rumors and lying.
Because that's all we're good for,
Is making shit up.
Making people suffer
When they want to be numb.
I've never done anything to you,
And fuck what you've heard. ...
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Too Beautiful To Bury
V1:
I never want to leave,
I want to see you all the time.
I'll sew you to my skin,
So we won't have to say goodbye.
Chorus:
There's a chill in the air,
Where you're supposed to be.
You're the ghost by my side,
Never stop haunting me.
There's a chill in the air,
Where you're supposed to be.
Right by my side,
Still following me.
V2:
I'll sleep on your grave,
My heart's your cemetary.
I'll lay you in my bed,
You're too beautiful to bury.
V3:
It's getting cold here,
But I know that's just you....
I never want to leave,
I want to see you all the time.
I'll sew you to my skin,
So we won't have to say goodbye.
Chorus:
There's a chill in the air,
Where you're supposed to be.
You're the ghost by my side,
Never stop haunting me.
There's a chill in the air,
Where you're supposed to be.
Right by my side,
Still following me.
V2:
I'll sleep on your grave,
My heart's your cemetary.
I'll lay you in my bed,
You're too beautiful to bury.
V3:
It's getting cold here,
But I know that's just you....
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Masterpiece
V1:
We didn't make a sound,
While we were writing on the window.
Our heart beats said it all,
"You're a masterpiece, if you didnt know."
Chorus:
Your hand was in mine,
And it was so dark outside.
Rain fell from the sky,
We're a masterpiece, you and I.
Your hand was in mine,
And it was so dark outside.
Rain fell from the sky,
We're a masterpiece, you and I.
V2:
Don't waste this moment,
I fear the silence.
So sing away my worries,
Sing away the quiet.
V3:
Share with me your memories,
And...
We didn't make a sound,
While we were writing on the window.
Our heart beats said it all,
"You're a masterpiece, if you didnt know."
Chorus:
Your hand was in mine,
And it was so dark outside.
Rain fell from the sky,
We're a masterpiece, you and I.
Your hand was in mine,
And it was so dark outside.
Rain fell from the sky,
We're a masterpiece, you and I.
V2:
Don't waste this moment,
I fear the silence.
So sing away my worries,
Sing away the quiet.
V3:
Share with me your memories,
And...
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Daddy's Home
I hate the way you look,
And the way you look at me.
We're your beautiful wife and daughter,
But we're not your family.
I wouldn't make this up,
But you were too drunk to remember.
You threw my mom through a table,
It'll be 4 years this November.
You interrupt me doing homework,
Not like I care.
You remind me ever day,
I'll never make it anywhere.
I cringe when you come home,
At least I can take a hit.
But I can't stand to watch you hurt my mom,
I won't stand for that shit.
I hope you choke on that cigarette,...
And the way you look at me.
We're your beautiful wife and daughter,
But we're not your family.
I wouldn't make this up,
But you were too drunk to remember.
You threw my mom through a table,
It'll be 4 years this November.
You interrupt me doing homework,
Not like I care.
You remind me ever day,
I'll never make it anywhere.
I cringe when you come home,
At least I can take a hit.
But I can't stand to watch you hurt my mom,
I won't stand for that shit.
I hope you choke on that cigarette,...
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Even If I Begged
Haven't slept in three days,
But neither have you.
Who cares about sleep,
When your dreams have come true?
Maybe if you stepped back,
And gave me the time of day,
I could show you songs and letters
That could steal your heart away.
But until you take that step,
And until I have my day,
I'll lay around and figure out
How to get you to stay.
Run your fingers through my hair,
Down my neck and trace my spine.
Wrap your arms around me,
Close your eyes and I'll close mine.
But neither have you.
Who cares about sleep,
When your dreams have come true?
Maybe if you stepped back,
And gave me the time of day,
I could show you songs and letters
That could steal your heart away.
But until you take that step,
And until I have my day,
I'll lay around and figure out
How to get you to stay.
Run your fingers through my hair,
Down my neck and trace my spine.
Wrap your arms around me,
Close your eyes and I'll close mine.
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So Tired
So tired,
That I'm sleeping through my dreams.
Wouldn't want to see them anyway,
Cuz I'm scared of what I'll see.
This isn't how I saw it,
I didn't want it this way.
But through our tears and screams,
I think it's best you go away.
Lines of communication,
Cut off from their destination.
Poison words from your breath,
Call it a day, give it a rest.
I can't do this anymore,
You take the life right out of me.
I don't care how much it hurts,
This will cure us miraculously.
This straining, draining, "full of...
That I'm sleeping through my dreams.
Wouldn't want to see them anyway,
Cuz I'm scared of what I'll see.
This isn't how I saw it,
I didn't want it this way.
But through our tears and screams,
I think it's best you go away.
Lines of communication,
Cut off from their destination.
Poison words from your breath,
Call it a day, give it a rest.
I can't do this anymore,
You take the life right out of me.
I don't care how much it hurts,
This will cure us miraculously.
This straining, draining, "full of...
907 reads
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Paper Airplane
I'll make a paper airplane,
And a paper me.
So I can fly in the air,
Over a paper sea.
And I'll draw myself wings,
And have paper seams.
With a fragile life,
Based on paper dreams.
I'll draw it all in pencil,
Instead of permanent pen.
Cut out new paper mates,
In case I lose family & friends.
Everything will be grand,
Until the paper sun is gone.
But I'll have a paper shredder,
For when it all goes wrong.
And a paper me.
So I can fly in the air,
Over a paper sea.
And I'll draw myself wings,
And have paper seams.
With a fragile life,
Based on paper dreams.
I'll draw it all in pencil,
Instead of permanent pen.
Cut out new paper mates,
In case I lose family & friends.
Everything will be grand,
Until the paper sun is gone.
But I'll have a paper shredder,
For when it all goes wrong.
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Your Best Friend's Best Friend
V1:
Needless to say,
I'm afraid.
Who am I
To be so amazed?
My heart is waning, I'm insecure.
I need you now more than ever before.
Chorus:
I'll feed you words to say,
That will take my breath away.
And to tell you the truth,
I dont think I'll make it through.
Wish I could do something right,
For once in my life.
Make me brand new,
So I'm good enough for you.
V2:
This is painful for me,
Can't you see the desparation?
You're drifting away,
I cant handle separation.
And this time,
I don't know what...
Needless to say,
I'm afraid.
Who am I
To be so amazed?
My heart is waning, I'm insecure.
I need you now more than ever before.
Chorus:
I'll feed you words to say,
That will take my breath away.
And to tell you the truth,
I dont think I'll make it through.
Wish I could do something right,
For once in my life.
Make me brand new,
So I'm good enough for you.
V2:
This is painful for me,
Can't you see the desparation?
You're drifting away,
I cant handle separation.
And this time,
I don't know what...
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Cloud Machines
Your eyes made me so dizzy,
I cant tell clouds from snow.
Id kill to read your mind,
See beyond what you show.
You're a part of me,
Like the cross and Jesus.
Nail me to the crucifix,
So everyone can see us.
My eyes burn from the darkness,
I havent opened them in days.
I'll keep them shut forever,
As the light outlines your face.
It hurts when you're here,
But it's worse when you're gone.
It only fades when you look at me,
But that never lasts long.
Theres no way to explain it,
I just cant take my eyes off...
I cant tell clouds from snow.
Id kill to read your mind,
See beyond what you show.
You're a part of me,
Like the cross and Jesus.
Nail me to the crucifix,
So everyone can see us.
My eyes burn from the darkness,
I havent opened them in days.
I'll keep them shut forever,
As the light outlines your face.
It hurts when you're here,
But it's worse when you're gone.
It only fades when you look at me,
But that never lasts long.
Theres no way to explain it,
I just cant take my eyes off...
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Roads That Take You Nowhere
I:
Roads that take you nowhere,
A home that leaves you broke and scared.
Chorus:
Laughs in summer and thunderstorms,
Sounds I fear I'll hear no more.
My God, I think I'm going deaf,
The stress, the pressure, I'm a mess.
V1:
No smiles in the hall I walk,
There's storm clouds with no rain.
Darkness in every corner I see,
Alive, feeding off pain.
V2:
Check out my credentials,
I've got more than just potential.
A long, long history,
Of being what you want to see.
Chorus --->
V3:
I'm on...
Roads that take you nowhere,
A home that leaves you broke and scared.
Chorus:
Laughs in summer and thunderstorms,
Sounds I fear I'll hear no more.
My God, I think I'm going deaf,
The stress, the pressure, I'm a mess.
V1:
No smiles in the hall I walk,
There's storm clouds with no rain.
Darkness in every corner I see,
Alive, feeding off pain.
V2:
Check out my credentials,
I've got more than just potential.
A long, long history,
Of being what you want to see.
Chorus --->
V3:
I'm on...
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