Submissions by seascape
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
I Need You
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40 hours in 2 days
It is 30 hours now ~ when I am done, it will be 40
They will not let me sleep ~ my body is sinking into something, I have never seen
The good thing is that, I have no desire to eat...my son brought me chicken breast, some time yesterday
Don't you see what is happening ~ Is this the road to success, I always heard you need to work hard
Running a business only gives you, what you put in...I need to learn all these client programs
When will it be enough... why are you waiting ~ I am pushing for tomorrow, my future is calling me
Repetition...
They will not let me sleep ~ my body is sinking into something, I have never seen
The good thing is that, I have no desire to eat...my son brought me chicken breast, some time yesterday
Don't you see what is happening ~ Is this the road to success, I always heard you need to work hard
Running a business only gives you, what you put in...I need to learn all these client programs
When will it be enough... why are you waiting ~ I am pushing for tomorrow, my future is calling me
Repetition...
418 reads
2 Comments
Made of the darkness in shadows formed out of smoke
355 reads
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Cumming out from inside of me
There are shadows on my wall... climbing up and falling down
They are rolling together, they are rolling around... and around
Like bolts of lightning, striking forcefully, pounding the dry ground, rolling... they are rolling, around
I think I could touch, I think I want to touch, I need to touch... them
Reaching out with all my desperate, lonely, hungry desires... pulsating into the palm, of my hands
If I wanted to, I think I want to: God, forgive me; my dark, filthy, foul, burdened soul... I am going to
Shadows engulf me, winding over...
They are rolling together, they are rolling around... and around
Like bolts of lightning, striking forcefully, pounding the dry ground, rolling... they are rolling, around
I think I could touch, I think I want to touch, I need to touch... them
Reaching out with all my desperate, lonely, hungry desires... pulsating into the palm, of my hands
If I wanted to, I think I want to: God, forgive me; my dark, filthy, foul, burdened soul... I am going to
Shadows engulf me, winding over...
581 reads
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You Were Almost a King
460 reads
4 Comments
The hardest words
Your name means, more than you know; It says everything
You do so much, to the internal parts of me
I never thought a man, could sweep into my life: and change things
I wish, and I dream
I pray, and I am happy
With you, I always, always; feel like laughing
You shake; the very core of me
You bruise; the very sore of me
You hurt; the very point of me
You heal; the very truth of me
I know it’s confusing
Try to be me
I did not think, this was possible
Somehow, I thought it was admissible
You did this to me; and it...
You do so much, to the internal parts of me
I never thought a man, could sweep into my life: and change things
I wish, and I dream
I pray, and I am happy
With you, I always, always; feel like laughing
You shake; the very core of me
You bruise; the very sore of me
You hurt; the very point of me
You heal; the very truth of me
I know it’s confusing
Try to be me
I did not think, this was possible
Somehow, I thought it was admissible
You did this to me; and it...
578 reads
3 Comments
I am so in-love with you
I am so in-love with you
I am sorry, I am like the biggest loser; you didn’t do it to me… I did it to you
You didn’t let me down; I dropped you… I need to kiss and heal the bruise
I discovered something while I was trying to heal without you
I want to swim inside of you, and drown in your storms
When, will you let me in your dark place?
I want to die inside of you; when will let me in, so I can hold you?
I want to be a part of you
I am okay, I am okay; it’s fucking lonely, and I am hanging on insanity
And it is true there is no one; not anyone in...
I am sorry, I am like the biggest loser; you didn’t do it to me… I did it to you
You didn’t let me down; I dropped you… I need to kiss and heal the bruise
I discovered something while I was trying to heal without you
I want to swim inside of you, and drown in your storms
When, will you let me in your dark place?
I want to die inside of you; when will let me in, so I can hold you?
I want to be a part of you
I am okay, I am okay; it’s fucking lonely, and I am hanging on insanity
And it is true there is no one; not anyone in...
801 reads
2 Comments
Face Sitting/ My way #2
870 reads
5 Comments
Face Sitting/ My way
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2 Comments
Fresh piss
Fresh piss:
You said it to me
I think your lying
You said something
I feel like you’re lying
To me
I don’t want to play this game anymore
Going round - and round; back and forth
I am spinning, losing my mind, I feel like a whore
I loved you, I wanted you, now… I’m picking pieces off the floor
I don’t know who I am, or- what I am waiting for
I don’t know much, if anything? No more- no more
I hit...
You said it to me
I think your lying
You said something
I feel like you’re lying
To me
I don’t want to play this game anymore
Going round - and round; back and forth
I am spinning, losing my mind, I feel like a whore
I loved you, I wanted you, now… I’m picking pieces off the floor
I don’t know who I am, or- what I am waiting for
I don’t know much, if anything? No more- no more
I hit...
553 reads
7 Comments
The fear in me
The fear in me:
Push
I push you away
I ache
I ache for you to stay
But I push
Push
I can think of a million reasons; to not want to see you
All those same reason; are why I long, to just be near you
I want to breathe your scent, deep into my lungs
I will hold my breath; and then die
I want to see the glow of happiness, in my lover’s eyes
As he realizes, I am in paradise
Just to be near you, just to be in your presence… just to be
I think of so many reasons that make sense; until I push you away
I want to sleep with my...
Push
I push you away
I ache
I ache for you to stay
But I push
Push
I can think of a million reasons; to not want to see you
All those same reason; are why I long, to just be near you
I want to breathe your scent, deep into my lungs
I will hold my breath; and then die
I want to see the glow of happiness, in my lover’s eyes
As he realizes, I am in paradise
Just to be near you, just to be in your presence… just to be
I think of so many reasons that make sense; until I push you away
I want to sleep with my...
565 reads
9 Comments
The phantom
The phantom:
When I was young girl, I seen you; how you loved her
Watching her and admiring her, you wanted her; the way I wanted you
When I was a young girl I seen you; and how you loved her
Giving your heart, and all that you had left of light; she didn’t see you inside
I wanted you, I admired you, I loved you all my life; true beauty in my eyes
Hidden so well, you stay in the dark shadows; you dwell, sad and all alone
I wanted to rescue you, from your lonely hell; I love you, I really do
I wanted you to love me to; like you loved her, but I...
When I was young girl, I seen you; how you loved her
Watching her and admiring her, you wanted her; the way I wanted you
When I was a young girl I seen you; and how you loved her
Giving your heart, and all that you had left of light; she didn’t see you inside
I wanted you, I admired you, I loved you all my life; true beauty in my eyes
Hidden so well, you stay in the dark shadows; you dwell, sad and all alone
I wanted to rescue you, from your lonely hell; I love you, I really do
I wanted you to love me to; like you loved her, but I...
505 reads
2 Comments
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