The hardest words

Your name means, more than you know; It says everything
You do so much, to the internal parts of me
I never thought a man, could sweep into my life: and change things
I wish, and I dream
I pray, and I am happy
With you, I always, always; feel like laughing

You shake; the very core of me
You bruise; the very sore of me
You hurt; the very point of me
You heal; the very truth of me
I know it’s confusing
Try to be me

I did not think, this was possible
Somehow, I thought it was admissible
 
You did this to me; and it is… incredible

Like how the sunsets
At a long, hard, working days end
Like a good dream, just finished
I need to wake up now
Face all my mistakes, then
I need to live with them
The choices I made; and
The things I did
I can’t run away, to be happy
Leaving behind, my responsibility
I don’t regret choices I made
I just would have done things, differently
However
Same as the sunsets
At a long hard working days end
Like a good dream just finished
I need to wake up now
And say good bye
The most painful words of my life
Good bye
Goodbye
The words taste like bitter death, and torturous laughing taunts of time

You shook my insides spiritually
Physically; and most importantly baby
You intrigued my hungry mind; you made me laugh, you made me cry
And I love you so much; so I need to say good bye
Let’s just leave it at that

Lori