40 hours in 2 days

It is 30 hours now ~ when I am done, it will be 40

They will not let me sleep ~ my body is sinking into something, I have never seen

The good thing is that, I have no desire to eat...my son brought me chicken breast, some time yesterday

Don't you see what is happening ~ Is this the road to success, I always heard you need to work hard

Running a business only gives you, what you put in...I need to learn all these client programs

When will it be enough... why are you waiting ~ I am pushing for tomorrow, my future is calling me  

Repetition is good, but not when you haven't gotten anywhere ~ God, I want a baby... what does that

have to do with anything: I guess now, not really much of nothing

I am staying focused, just focus Lori... service begins at 8:30, I will finish at 2pm that will be 40 hours

in less than 2 days... would anyone, anyone do that, stay awake and work for me...think, think, think

When I am done then what do I do?

He is not talking to me, it's probably the best thing... I am deleting apps, because like a woman I will

keep looking back... going to school full time and 2 full time programs can run a girl out her mind ~ I

feel a bit crazy, I am not sure if that's new or the natural me

or maybe because I lost my other half... my soul mate

Time to load up, put on my confidence... and be the tech that knows everything


What I need right now is a man inside of me
maybe I can make that happen after my 2 day 40
anyway I am single now there is no reason to be a good girl anymore

Lori Laredo
9/6/15