Submissions by schizodude (a voice from the void)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
a shadow of what once was, preserved by caffeine and spite, i turmoil the days in order to give shape to words
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
10th Oct 2012 4:21am
10th Oct 2012 4:21am
eyes
i see you
pain is clearly written on your face
yet no one but me seems to notice
you look my way but i move my head away
you glance away when i steal a glance towards you
i know what the world is
its full of people with pain in every step
i can't help but cringe everytime someone looks
i move away and act cold and distant
why must you act like this
thoughts race around my head
being paranoid about others' thoughts isn't fun
being insane isn't something anyone would like
i want to fight them off but it never works
i see the struggle...
pain is clearly written on your face
yet no one but me seems to notice
you look my way but i move my head away
you glance away when i steal a glance towards you
i know what the world is
its full of people with pain in every step
i can't help but cringe everytime someone looks
i move away and act cold and distant
why must you act like this
thoughts race around my head
being paranoid about others' thoughts isn't fun
being insane isn't something anyone would like
i want to fight them off but it never works
i see the struggle...
802 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
8th Oct 2012 7:09pm
8th Oct 2012 7:09pm
i don't care
i'm cold and alone
vexed to my soul
cant understand or
read the rhyme that i
publish
too much shit in my head
cant really feel for the world
i've been pushed past the edge
but its all my fault
i've done this to myself
cut the pain
cut the sorrow
cut the lies
cut the fear
but not anymore
caked with dry blood
i'm here all alone
i'm reminicing on the past
but now i'm gone
left the world
left myself
an empty shell
he's all alone fighting off
demons in the dark
demons in his mind ...
vexed to my soul
cant understand or
read the rhyme that i
publish
too much shit in my head
cant really feel for the world
i've been pushed past the edge
but its all my fault
i've done this to myself
cut the pain
cut the sorrow
cut the lies
cut the fear
but not anymore
caked with dry blood
i'm here all alone
i'm reminicing on the past
but now i'm gone
left the world
left myself
an empty shell
he's all alone fighting off
demons in the dark
demons in his mind ...
729 reads
4 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
8th Oct 2012 3:12am
8th Oct 2012 3:12am
sitting
i'm sitting here
the wind breeze kissing my skin
short of breath but full of life
i'm free
there's people all around me
taking their time to get to know me
and i see you
you're looking at me with those eyes
and i feel a rush of adrenaline pulsing
you dont know me
but i want you to get to know me
and i know that we will never be
yet i'm free
i want to live my life and
want to be free from my past
enjoying the wind
unconserned about what other think
and not living for peoples wants
tired of them
accepting the good...
the wind breeze kissing my skin
short of breath but full of life
i'm free
there's people all around me
taking their time to get to know me
and i see you
you're looking at me with those eyes
and i feel a rush of adrenaline pulsing
you dont know me
but i want you to get to know me
and i know that we will never be
yet i'm free
i want to live my life and
want to be free from my past
enjoying the wind
unconserned about what other think
and not living for peoples wants
tired of them
accepting the good...
637 reads
0 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
6th Oct 2012 1:50am
6th Oct 2012 1:50am
My Last Letter
what have i done
my dear rosalinda
you gave me an important lesson
i shall always remember you
my dear gianna
i wish things could've been different
mother you gave me the will to survive
from all the beatin you gave me
dad i will love you
for your hard work and honesty
Marco i want us to be brothers again
but we have too many differences
Miguel you will have always been my inspiration
to push myself and try harder in life
Diego I will forever be sorry
to the things i have done to you
Jorge i wish i was the older...
my dear rosalinda
you gave me an important lesson
i shall always remember you
my dear gianna
i wish things could've been different
mother you gave me the will to survive
from all the beatin you gave me
dad i will love you
for your hard work and honesty
Marco i want us to be brothers again
but we have too many differences
Miguel you will have always been my inspiration
to push myself and try harder in life
Diego I will forever be sorry
to the things i have done to you
Jorge i wish i was the older...
710 reads
0 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
2nd Oct 2012 11:31pm
2nd Oct 2012 11:31pm
Me and My Dark Angel
you meet my gaze
with your fiery light
but i don't flinch
like the mortals you've seen
i do not run
from the screams you leave
i do not try to tell you what's right
when you tell me your faults
i do not care
whether your dark or light
i do not try to destroy
what nature has put in you
i do not suffer
as your teeth pierce my skin
i do not say no
when you tell me you should stop
i do not die
as my heart seems to stop
i do not fight
what i have become
i stand beside you
with my own pair of...
with your fiery light
but i don't flinch
like the mortals you've seen
i do not run
from the screams you leave
i do not try to tell you what's right
when you tell me your faults
i do not care
whether your dark or light
i do not try to destroy
what nature has put in you
i do not suffer
as your teeth pierce my skin
i do not say no
when you tell me you should stop
i do not die
as my heart seems to stop
i do not fight
what i have become
i stand beside you
with my own pair of...
683 reads
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STORY POEM
Published
2nd Oct 2012 9:45pm
2nd Oct 2012 9:45pm
My Dark Angel
blessed by the light
but chose darkness instead
its wings wrapped you up
but the dark has soothed u instead
the challenges you faced
darkness has held your hand
the people you met
darkness helped you greet
the love you have felt
darkness introduced it to you
the pain you have suffered
darkness has beared it with you
the person you are
darkness helped mold you
the thoughts you get
darkness helped plant the seed
the lies you have uncovered
darkness has told you nothing but the truth
so walk side by side
hands clamped...
but chose darkness instead
its wings wrapped you up
but the dark has soothed u instead
the challenges you faced
darkness has held your hand
the people you met
darkness helped you greet
the love you have felt
darkness introduced it to you
the pain you have suffered
darkness has beared it with you
the person you are
darkness helped mold you
the thoughts you get
darkness helped plant the seed
the lies you have uncovered
darkness has told you nothing but the truth
so walk side by side
hands clamped...
911 reads
19 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Oct 2012 3:09am
2nd Oct 2012 3:09am
my life
this is my explination
this is my life
i try
i try
i try
i try
yet i never seem to escape it
no matter how hard
no matter how much effort
i always fall
i always fail
and honestly i question myself
why do u keep on living
why do u try so hard
i have doubts
i have flaws
i am fucked up
i am insane
but i fight every day
maybe one day i'll just say fuck it
but until that day i just keep pushing it
i keep on living this sick hollow twisted life
this is my way ...
this is my life
i try
i try
i try
i try
yet i never seem to escape it
no matter how hard
no matter how much effort
i always fall
i always fail
and honestly i question myself
why do u keep on living
why do u try so hard
i have doubts
i have flaws
i am fucked up
i am insane
but i fight every day
maybe one day i'll just say fuck it
but until that day i just keep pushing it
i keep on living this sick hollow twisted life
this is my way ...
720 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Sep 2012 7:32am
29th Sep 2012 7:32am
change me???
we had a conversation today
told me we were rushing into this
said that i was being distant and unfair
that we were not going to work
that i wasnt the same person as before
that i needed to change to be with you
out of everyone i believed....foolishly hoped
you would be different then everyone else
you said that you now know what it feels like to wait
no...what u feel right now is wanting something
that you cant have or you dont deserve i dont know
i waited for too long in the past for you
changed soo much of myself for you ...
told me we were rushing into this
said that i was being distant and unfair
that we were not going to work
that i wasnt the same person as before
that i needed to change to be with you
out of everyone i believed....foolishly hoped
you would be different then everyone else
you said that you now know what it feels like to wait
no...what u feel right now is wanting something
that you cant have or you dont deserve i dont know
i waited for too long in the past for you
changed soo much of myself for you ...
919 reads
20 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
27th Sep 2012 7:37pm
27th Sep 2012 7:37pm
should i
i'm scared
i know who i have to become
but i'm scared
you kiss me softly on the lips
i kiss you soflty back
what am i thinking
my thoughts are racing as i deepen the kiss
i slowly pull your shirt off
im nervous and shaking
this was never suppose to happen i thought
yet here i am slowly showing you myself
baring my ugliness before you
yet you remain willing
unflinching agaisnt the sight of me
i dcnt believe this
as i slowly kiss u down the neck
i pull of my shirt
while ur hands explore my chest
i'm afraid that i...
i know who i have to become
but i'm scared
you kiss me softly on the lips
i kiss you soflty back
what am i thinking
my thoughts are racing as i deepen the kiss
i slowly pull your shirt off
im nervous and shaking
this was never suppose to happen i thought
yet here i am slowly showing you myself
baring my ugliness before you
yet you remain willing
unflinching agaisnt the sight of me
i dcnt believe this
as i slowly kiss u down the neck
i pull of my shirt
while ur hands explore my chest
i'm afraid that i...
1121 reads
7 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
25th Sep 2012 8:14pm
25th Sep 2012 8:14pm
Maid in White
she dances fair and bright
a flower in a sea of death
full of life and joy
grabbing survivors
pushing them ashore
to a land of poetry and music
a land where she lives as queen
and gives gifts to her subjects
the talent to write her praises
of her beauty and wisdom
she is kind as she is majestic
she is wise as she is beautiful
forever fighting agaisnt the darkness
saving those in his grip
a battle that will rage on
till the end of time
she fights for those in need
gives her time to weakest of us...
a flower in a sea of death
full of life and joy
grabbing survivors
pushing them ashore
to a land of poetry and music
a land where she lives as queen
and gives gifts to her subjects
the talent to write her praises
of her beauty and wisdom
she is kind as she is majestic
she is wise as she is beautiful
forever fighting agaisnt the darkness
saving those in his grip
a battle that will rage on
till the end of time
she fights for those in need
gives her time to weakest of us...
720 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Sep 2012 7:03pm
24th Sep 2012 7:03pm
lost
in the dark
full of life
but no where to go
full of shit
cant think clear
why am i still here
breaking down
ripping in two
don't ask me who i am
don't look at me
i'm so lost and scared
so dead and broken
burnt
hurt
bleeding
no one to know how i feel inside
yes you may symphatize
but truly
you will never know the true feelings
of hate and despair
to know what it feels like to wake up
terrified and depressed
you cant know who i am no matter how close
u can get inside my mind...
full of life
but no where to go
full of shit
cant think clear
why am i still here
breaking down
ripping in two
don't ask me who i am
don't look at me
i'm so lost and scared
so dead and broken
burnt
hurt
bleeding
no one to know how i feel inside
yes you may symphatize
but truly
you will never know the true feelings
of hate and despair
to know what it feels like to wake up
terrified and depressed
you cant know who i am no matter how close
u can get inside my mind...
934 reads
4 Comments
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