Submissions by ravibabygirl (babygirlprincess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i been writting poetry since i was fifteen trying to get my poetry in diffrent forums and get feedback
SELF POEM
Published
25th Jul 2020 4:34pm
25th Jul 2020 4:34pm
a little girl with a big heart
a little girl with a big heart
that little girl is me
for some time I've hated this part
felt like i was trapped wanting to be free
if i care about you i would help you in any way i can
others prefer i show no emotion
they try to make me feel less than
like its a normal motion
i prefer to not lose myself to make them comfortable
even if I'm always alone
i use to hate when i would get vulnerable
I'm in my own zone
as time passing i realize these things i hate make me who i am
i cant be someone that i am not ...
that little girl is me
for some time I've hated this part
felt like i was trapped wanting to be free
if i care about you i would help you in any way i can
others prefer i show no emotion
they try to make me feel less than
like its a normal motion
i prefer to not lose myself to make them comfortable
even if I'm always alone
i use to hate when i would get vulnerable
I'm in my own zone
as time passing i realize these things i hate make me who i am
i cant be someone that i am not ...
#loneliness
#shame
#disappointment
336 reads
1 Comment
EROTIC POEM
Published
25th Jul 2020 5:39am
25th Jul 2020 5:39am
bad intentions
#erotic
#lover
#dirty
#sexy
#passion
578 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2020 4:33am
22nd Jul 2020 4:33am
detached
Lately, I have been falling back
This time nothing feels dark or black
Emotionally I'm not there
You can just watch and stare
I'm not putting my self out there anymore all the way
Just go on about my day
Because if ur not with it all the way well neither am i
I can't treat you like just another guy
I'm just speaking in general
I always have many options like several
But if I just choose you its that I see something with you
I'm this way because of everything I been through
At the end of the day, all I have is me...
This time nothing feels dark or black
Emotionally I'm not there
You can just watch and stare
I'm not putting my self out there anymore all the way
Just go on about my day
Because if ur not with it all the way well neither am i
I can't treat you like just another guy
I'm just speaking in general
I always have many options like several
But if I just choose you its that I see something with you
I'm this way because of everything I been through
At the end of the day, all I have is me...
#heartbroken
#disappointment
#separation
359 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2020 4:31am
22nd Jul 2020 4:31am
passion
I am in this moment
Not feeling sad or broken
But full of hope
I'm trying to cope
When I write
It's like I've taken flight
To another part of me
Somewhere I can be free
Free of judgment
Not trapped in some dungeon
Where all negativity disappears
There are no fears
I still my emotions my pain
Waiting for the rain
But its the release I like
It's so dreamlike
All my demons are on this page
Like there trap in a cage
Kind of like the movie goosebumps
So many jumps
...
Not feeling sad or broken
But full of hope
I'm trying to cope
When I write
It's like I've taken flight
To another part of me
Somewhere I can be free
Free of judgment
Not trapped in some dungeon
Where all negativity disappears
There are no fears
I still my emotions my pain
Waiting for the rain
But its the release I like
It's so dreamlike
All my demons are on this page
Like there trap in a cage
Kind of like the movie goosebumps
So many jumps
...
#happiness
#dreams
#escape
335 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
19th Jul 2020 6:58pm
19th Jul 2020 6:58pm
sexually myself
i been struggling with myself for years
mostly about be ok with my naked body
nothing is as it appears
i wish i could open up to somebody
maybe its because of some events of the past
maybe one day i will write about such events
sometimes i feel like an outcast
i always feel tense
for a while, i felt uncomfortable being naked
it made me feel ashamed
i want to be more awakened
i was so tamed
even to pleasure myself i have to be in the dark
i prefer to be under the covers
some pain leaves a bad mark ...
mostly about be ok with my naked body
nothing is as it appears
i wish i could open up to somebody
maybe its because of some events of the past
maybe one day i will write about such events
sometimes i feel like an outcast
i always feel tense
for a while, i felt uncomfortable being naked
it made me feel ashamed
i want to be more awakened
i was so tamed
even to pleasure myself i have to be in the dark
i prefer to be under the covers
some pain leaves a bad mark ...
#shame
#fear
293 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
19th Jul 2020 6:53pm
19th Jul 2020 6:53pm
i dont want to remeber
this might be triggering I don't want to remember
there has been some trauma that I never spoke about
I'm trying to get better
maybe this is why I act out
I'm in a bad cycle when things go bad
I make myself believe that it never happened
hearing it again makes me mad
I don't want to recall happen
I get told why I never said anything
I think because I felt shame
so much pain remembering brings
sometimes I take the blame
I hate myself for being so naive
how people who are supposed to love you hurt you ...
there has been some trauma that I never spoke about
I'm trying to get better
maybe this is why I act out
I'm in a bad cycle when things go bad
I make myself believe that it never happened
hearing it again makes me mad
I don't want to recall happen
I get told why I never said anything
I think because I felt shame
so much pain remembering brings
sometimes I take the blame
I hate myself for being so naive
how people who are supposed to love you hurt you ...
#childhood
#memories
273 reads
1 Comment
EROTIC POEM
Published
18th Jul 2020 5:56pm
18th Jul 2020 5:56pm
lets play a game
#sex
#erotic
#lover
#temptation
#passion
663 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
18th Jul 2020 5:53pm
18th Jul 2020 5:53pm
punish me
#lust
#erotic
#lover
#dirty
#passion
596 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Jul 2020 8:42pm
15th Jul 2020 8:42pm
the wind
#sadness
#dark
#shame
280 reads
1 Comment
STORY POEM
Published
15th Jul 2020 8:13pm
15th Jul 2020 8:13pm
out of the darkness
I woke up in this dark garden in my dreams
where I once used to see you here but your gone
you were a memory like I was watching you on different screens
I am awake it's now dawn
I stuck to a version I know one that gave me comfort
you are not him I had to accept that
that was a bummer
maybe I was your doormat
this last time around I feel so empty so numb
all of sudden something woke me up to different possibilities
I felt a beat in my heart like a drum
I have so many abilities
whatever happened to me made me want...
where I once used to see you here but your gone
you were a memory like I was watching you on different screens
I am awake it's now dawn
I stuck to a version I know one that gave me comfort
you are not him I had to accept that
that was a bummer
maybe I was your doormat
this last time around I feel so empty so numb
all of sudden something woke me up to different possibilities
I felt a beat in my heart like a drum
I have so many abilities
whatever happened to me made me want...
#BestFriend
#marriage
#friendship #lover
#friendship #lover
289 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Jul 2020 4:12am
15th Jul 2020 4:12am
broken
sometimes I feel I can't cope well
no hookups can fix this
feel like in hell
not even a kiss
I should have moved on from this six years ago
but it was a bad cycle of on and off
you wanted me to go with the flow
I keep thinking the more healing I do the more it will pay off
my emotions are like numb I can't feel
I lost myself
this can't be real
hope this is a Farwell
I don't know who I am
I thought drinking would solve it
I am in a jam
last night I threw I fit
I can go with the flow...
no hookups can fix this
feel like in hell
not even a kiss
I should have moved on from this six years ago
but it was a bad cycle of on and off
you wanted me to go with the flow
I keep thinking the more healing I do the more it will pay off
my emotions are like numb I can't feel
I lost myself
this can't be real
hope this is a Farwell
I don't know who I am
I thought drinking would solve it
I am in a jam
last night I threw I fit
I can go with the flow...
#regret
#rejection
#secrets
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
458 reads
3 Comments
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