Submissions by pumkinking
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have been through a lot and have depression. That's why my poems are sad and i can spell at all sorry :(.
LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2016 5:24pm
22nd Jan 2016 5:24pm
ill wait
I can only be so strong
I’ve dealt with this pain for too long
Can I please be done
Tell me you don’t care
It was all for fun
That you’ll laugh when my lungs can’t take in air
I’m to far gone
As I cry Ill watch you yawn
You got tired of playing with my emotions
Now im just going through the motions
Waiting for you to take me back
My heart I will lack
Did you just throw it in a trash bin
Or poke my voodoo doll with another pin
The truth is im giving up
Im emptying my cup
I cant take this pain any more
What am I...
I’ve dealt with this pain for too long
Can I please be done
Tell me you don’t care
It was all for fun
That you’ll laugh when my lungs can’t take in air
I’m to far gone
As I cry Ill watch you yawn
You got tired of playing with my emotions
Now im just going through the motions
Waiting for you to take me back
My heart I will lack
Did you just throw it in a trash bin
Or poke my voodoo doll with another pin
The truth is im giving up
Im emptying my cup
I cant take this pain any more
What am I...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Jan 2016 12:39pm
6th Jan 2016 12:39pm
try
Is it worth it
Dealing with all this pain
Dealing with all this bull shit
I keep grazing my vain
Its slowly driving me insane
It feels like I cant die
Why do I even try
Try to live or end my life
I just want to cry
Should I resharpen the knife
Dealing with all this pain
Dealing with all this bull shit
I keep grazing my vain
Its slowly driving me insane
It feels like I cant die
Why do I even try
Try to live or end my life
I just want to cry
Should I resharpen the knife
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Oct 2015 4:00pm
21st Oct 2015 4:00pm
suicide season
They’re afraid I’ll commit suicide
Little do they know I already died
Im dead on the inside
My heart is broken and in pieces
I have too many mental diseases
Please just let me go
I wont listen if you say no
You never listed to me
I was giving you signs and you couldn’t see
I tried to scream
My eyes are full of tears and they gleam
Remember who was there when you cried
Remember who made you feel better when you wanted to die
This guy
You just used me
You just abused me
But im done
All I need is a gun
Im...
Little do they know I already died
Im dead on the inside
My heart is broken and in pieces
I have too many mental diseases
Please just let me go
I wont listen if you say no
You never listed to me
I was giving you signs and you couldn’t see
I tried to scream
My eyes are full of tears and they gleam
Remember who was there when you cried
Remember who made you feel better when you wanted to die
This guy
You just used me
You just abused me
But im done
All I need is a gun
Im...
506 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Oct 2015 12:41pm
19th Oct 2015 12:41pm
move on
Ella i need to move on
I hope you understand
I cant keep trying to hold your hand
Ive been trying for to long
I need to forget our song
Being wit you is my biggest dream
But its losing steam
I can no longer sleep
All I do is weep
I don’t know what more you wanted
I gave you my heart
Now im haunted by your ghost
My wrist is covered in art
All inspired by the pain caused from you
This is goodbye
For good
No more crawling back
Im tired of this heart attack
I hope you understand
I cant keep trying to hold your hand
Ive been trying for to long
I need to forget our song
Being wit you is my biggest dream
But its losing steam
I can no longer sleep
All I do is weep
I don’t know what more you wanted
I gave you my heart
Now im haunted by your ghost
My wrist is covered in art
All inspired by the pain caused from you
This is goodbye
For good
No more crawling back
Im tired of this heart attack
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Oct 2015 3:36pm
1st Oct 2015 3:36pm
scilence
Silence
There is a faint breath
But the room is filled with the sent of death
Blurry vision
Bloody wrist
Hands are clenched in tight fist
Bad thoughts
Rope full of knots
But it will have to do
Mind way to blue
Head in the noose
Step off a chair so its not loose
There is a faint breath
But the room is filled with the sent of death
Blurry vision
Bloody wrist
Hands are clenched in tight fist
Bad thoughts
Rope full of knots
But it will have to do
Mind way to blue
Head in the noose
Step off a chair so its not loose
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Sep 2015 12:37pm
29th Sep 2015 12:37pm
dear mother dear father
Dear mother
Dear father
This is not your fault
Im just all alone
I have cut to my bone
This pain needs to end
All I wanted was a real friend
Mom ,dad ive been drawing a picture on my wrist
Please don’t be pissed
You always told me to be creative
so I was
when I cut I get a buzz
but its time for this all to end
my scars no one can mend
im saying goodbye
please don’t cry
Dear father
This is not your fault
Im just all alone
I have cut to my bone
This pain needs to end
All I wanted was a real friend
Mom ,dad ive been drawing a picture on my wrist
Please don’t be pissed
You always told me to be creative
so I was
when I cut I get a buzz
but its time for this all to end
my scars no one can mend
im saying goodbye
please don’t cry
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DARK POEM
Published
27th Jul 2015 3:52pm
27th Jul 2015 3:52pm
kill him
Cant you see I still love you
When e hurt you it hurts me to
I want to take a bat to his head
Watch him bleed out until he is dead
Then ill paint you a picture with his blood
Maybe then you wont think I’m a dud
After that ill cut out his heart
I need a new one because you had mine from the start
Ill carve your name in to my soul
If you end up loving me I will have met my goal
But before that I have to hide his body
To make sure he is dead ill give him a few shots with the shotie
Drag him to the back yard
This is when the work gets...
When e hurt you it hurts me to
I want to take a bat to his head
Watch him bleed out until he is dead
Then ill paint you a picture with his blood
Maybe then you wont think I’m a dud
After that ill cut out his heart
I need a new one because you had mine from the start
Ill carve your name in to my soul
If you end up loving me I will have met my goal
But before that I have to hide his body
To make sure he is dead ill give him a few shots with the shotie
Drag him to the back yard
This is when the work gets...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Jul 2015 4:46pm
20th Jul 2015 4:46pm
spoken (in German)
Depression gewinnt
Leben Enden
stummen Schreie
Keine Träume mehr
Es alle Alpträume
Das wirkliche Leben erschreckt
ganz allein
Mein Herz ist ein Stein
Seine rissig und gebrochen
Abschiedsbrief gesprochen
Leben Enden
stummen Schreie
Keine Träume mehr
Es alle Alpträume
Das wirkliche Leben erschreckt
ganz allein
Mein Herz ist ein Stein
Seine rissig und gebrochen
Abschiedsbrief gesprochen
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th Jun 2015 3:24pm
16th Jun 2015 3:24pm
give me a smile
Look me dead in they eyes
Ill forgive all your lies
Give me a smile
It eases the pain for a while
I know soon you’ll be gone
I think of your from dusk to dawn
Give me a smile
It makes things okay for a while
I remember our first kiss
That sensation I will miss
Give me a smile
Ill forget for a while
I don’t cry
I just wonna die
Give me a smile
Ill wonna live for a while
I hope you know I love you
And yes my love was true
Don’t try to smile
It only worked for a while
Ill forgive all your lies
Give me a smile
It eases the pain for a while
I know soon you’ll be gone
I think of your from dusk to dawn
Give me a smile
It makes things okay for a while
I remember our first kiss
That sensation I will miss
Give me a smile
Ill forget for a while
I don’t cry
I just wonna die
Give me a smile
Ill wonna live for a while
I hope you know I love you
And yes my love was true
Don’t try to smile
It only worked for a while
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Jun 2015 6:03pm
15th Jun 2015 6:03pm
crazy
Drip…drip…drip
The blood runs from your wrist to the floor your getting pissed because you cant take it any more your just sitting in bed crying wishing you were dyeing the pain the razor gives you helps It makes thing bearable for a while but soon ur gonna have to fake a smile no one can see your dipressed there just gonna think your crazy maby you are look at ur arm look at that scar no one will love you you know that’s true don’t let them lye to you they don’t care its not fair your treated so wrong but you diserve it
SHUT UP!! Your just in my head your not real and...
The blood runs from your wrist to the floor your getting pissed because you cant take it any more your just sitting in bed crying wishing you were dyeing the pain the razor gives you helps It makes thing bearable for a while but soon ur gonna have to fake a smile no one can see your dipressed there just gonna think your crazy maby you are look at ur arm look at that scar no one will love you you know that’s true don’t let them lye to you they don’t care its not fair your treated so wrong but you diserve it
SHUT UP!! Your just in my head your not real and...
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LOVE POEM
Published
15th Jun 2015 1:47pm
15th Jun 2015 1:47pm
please stop
Please don’t play with me
Im still in love with you
Isn’t it plain to see
After all the pain you put me through
I still go back to you
There is no reason or rhyme
This isn’t love
It’s a crime
Because you stole my heart
When you kicked me out of your life
I was always thinking of you
I gave you the knife
Now its in my back
Please just end my life
Compassion you lack
You thought I was fine
I was faking it for you
You passed the line
When you lied about loving me too
Im got lost in your eyes
And...
Im still in love with you
Isn’t it plain to see
After all the pain you put me through
I still go back to you
There is no reason or rhyme
This isn’t love
It’s a crime
Because you stole my heart
When you kicked me out of your life
I was always thinking of you
I gave you the knife
Now its in my back
Please just end my life
Compassion you lack
You thought I was fine
I was faking it for you
You passed the line
When you lied about loving me too
Im got lost in your eyes
And...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
7th May 2015 1:54pm
7th May 2015 1:54pm
die
Last july I wanted to die
I grabbed a rope and gave it a try
I stepped off the chair it wasn’t fair
The rope went snap and I felt like crap
It drove me insane I needed to feel pain
So I got a knife wanting to end my life
It went acrosed my wrist I was getting pissed
I bled and bled but im still not dead
I needed something that kills I found some pills
I swallowed them all and started to fall
I cant die I wonder why
Lets get a gun and have some fun
A bullet to the head ill surly be dead
I grabbed a rope and gave it a try
I stepped off the chair it wasn’t fair
The rope went snap and I felt like crap
It drove me insane I needed to feel pain
So I got a knife wanting to end my life
It went acrosed my wrist I was getting pissed
I bled and bled but im still not dead
I needed something that kills I found some pills
I swallowed them all and started to fall
I cant die I wonder why
Lets get a gun and have some fun
A bullet to the head ill surly be dead
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