Submissions by lostsoul9712
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Suffocate
It's so dark..
she cant see
Its cold
she's shaking
There's a war
but she's losing
Its a battle...
but against herself
Is it over yet?
the nightmare
Is she finally dead
was it all just a coma
Most things that has ever happened to her was fake?
so that means the pills & the cutting worked when she tried to take her life after she found out the truth
"Your not dead yet my friend"
There goes that voice..
its not over yet
"Leave me alone"...
she cant see
Its cold
she's shaking
There's a war
but she's losing
Its a battle...
but against herself
Is it over yet?
the nightmare
Is she finally dead
was it all just a coma
Most things that has ever happened to her was fake?
so that means the pills & the cutting worked when she tried to take her life after she found out the truth
"Your not dead yet my friend"
There goes that voice..
its not over yet
"Leave me alone"...
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Stranded
There's a girl on the street that looks so..lost..
She's just stands there alone.. Living was her cost
She looks around wondering why they walk right through
They walk inside her.. This can't be true
Is this it.. Has she finally escaped?
She feels nothing not even fear all she wants is that blade
She's down on her knees lost on what's going on
This girl who always pretended is no longer "strong"
Her mind begins to race she can't keep up
Her arm starts gushing blood from a deep cut
She looks at the...
She's just stands there alone.. Living was her cost
She looks around wondering why they walk right through
They walk inside her.. This can't be true
Is this it.. Has she finally escaped?
She feels nothing not even fear all she wants is that blade
She's down on her knees lost on what's going on
This girl who always pretended is no longer "strong"
Her mind begins to race she can't keep up
Her arm starts gushing blood from a deep cut
She looks at the...
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Familys regret
This rage inside boils through her veins
Living this life.. She could no longer take
This so called family is so quick to turn
Gave her the gas & matches & told her to burn
They wouldn't give two shits if she died right now
Neither would she.. Just please end the screams its to loud
She hates getting up because she's angry at the world
Spends her nights screaming begging and yelling at the lord
He doesn't get it because he wants her to live
But she's been wanting to die since she was a kid
She hates this...
Living this life.. She could no longer take
This so called family is so quick to turn
Gave her the gas & matches & told her to burn
They wouldn't give two shits if she died right now
Neither would she.. Just please end the screams its to loud
She hates getting up because she's angry at the world
Spends her nights screaming begging and yelling at the lord
He doesn't get it because he wants her to live
But she's been wanting to die since she was a kid
She hates this...
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f**k you all
But wouldn't it be easier if they just told her the truth..
That they don't want her in this family because lying is all she can really do
Cant y'all backstabbers just tell her straight up
Give it a try and I bet she wont give a fuck
This family's so twisted, they don't see shit 'cause they're blind
Take a shot to the chest, flash a smile, and they'll believe your fine
They sugar code as if she will never find out
Don't worry.. she already knows because your actions speak loud
She hates her life already cant...
That they don't want her in this family because lying is all she can really do
Cant y'all backstabbers just tell her straight up
Give it a try and I bet she wont give a fuck
This family's so twisted, they don't see shit 'cause they're blind
Take a shot to the chest, flash a smile, and they'll believe your fine
They sugar code as if she will never find out
Don't worry.. she already knows because your actions speak loud
She hates her life already cant...
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Nice is overrated
I used to think revenge was the fuel to the fire.. Used to believe that the bad in people will be replaced with good.. Used to have faith in the ones who believed they lost hope until they all took me from behind, repeatedly stabbed me and watched me bleed to my death.. All the hard work and sweat I put into helping the selfish son of bitches who can't do the same damn thing.
To all the useless dumb asses who I told to stay strong then turned their backs on me I honestly hope you all burn in hell.. Fuck you all.. I realized I'm way to nice..
Someone who was getting ready to...
To all the useless dumb asses who I told to stay strong then turned their backs on me I honestly hope you all burn in hell.. Fuck you all.. I realized I'm way to nice..
Someone who was getting ready to...
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Can you hear her
Dark
Trapped
Lost
Alone
Can any one else hear that?
Screams
Nightmares
Shake
Yell
Shhh you promised to never tell
Captured
Taken
Left for bate
Here take this shiny blade
Could you hear her:
Screams
Cry
Plead
Banging
Chaining
Could you see the:
Scars
Blade
Knife
Hole
Shattered girl with no home
Why can't you hear her..
Is she invisible?
She's lost but can't find her way... Does she:
Run
Hide
Die ...
Trapped
Lost
Alone
Can any one else hear that?
Screams
Nightmares
Shake
Yell
Shhh you promised to never tell
Captured
Taken
Left for bate
Here take this shiny blade
Could you hear her:
Screams
Cry
Plead
Banging
Chaining
Could you see the:
Scars
Blade
Knife
Hole
Shattered girl with no home
Why can't you hear her..
Is she invisible?
She's lost but can't find her way... Does she:
Run
Hide
Die ...
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Cheater
I guess it never really heals
That excruciating pain she feels
I guess that smile will never be real
You mine as well have finished your selfish deal
I love you
I need you
One and only
You can trust me
Why say those words when you knew you wanted to watch her bleed
You knew she was gonna fall and scrape her knees
So you loved her enough to watch her drown?
She's screaming under water but of course no one can hear that sound
Shes you world? Why fucking lie?
If she knew the...
That excruciating pain she feels
I guess that smile will never be real
You mine as well have finished your selfish deal
I love you
I need you
One and only
You can trust me
Why say those words when you knew you wanted to watch her bleed
You knew she was gonna fall and scrape her knees
So you loved her enough to watch her drown?
She's screaming under water but of course no one can hear that sound
Shes you world? Why fucking lie?
If she knew the...
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They dont care
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Attention Seeker
Her life has always been a burden.. there's nothing left
Except for a broken girl who looks forward to death
They say there's nothing wrong and its all in her head
They're not her.. the don't know what its like to lay in bed
It's funny what a smile can do
Hides so much pain.. they don't know the truth
She was 6-7 years old when it all began
Hated getting up in the morning because she could barely stand
8 years old when all she felt was pain
They thought she was sick but doctors say they couldn't find anything
Her chest was heavy she could barely...
Except for a broken girl who looks forward to death
They say there's nothing wrong and its all in her head
They're not her.. the don't know what its like to lay in bed
It's funny what a smile can do
Hides so much pain.. they don't know the truth
She was 6-7 years old when it all began
Hated getting up in the morning because she could barely stand
8 years old when all she felt was pain
They thought she was sick but doctors say they couldn't find anything
Her chest was heavy she could barely...
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what happened?
2 girls
1 soul
Twins
Best friends
Sisters..
What happened
Both depressed
Both want out
Both the same
But different stories
Why?
1 promise
2 broken hearts
Betrayel stands strong
Friendship is long gone..
What have I done?
What happened.. Is it really over? Did I really just lose the last piece that was keeping me here?
1 survives the split up
2nd one dies
1 continues to live
2nd stays up crying
What happened
Is it really over
Is this apart of my nightmare
When will...
1 soul
Twins
Best friends
Sisters..
What happened
Both depressed
Both want out
Both the same
But different stories
Why?
1 promise
2 broken hearts
Betrayel stands strong
Friendship is long gone..
What have I done?
What happened.. Is it really over? Did I really just lose the last piece that was keeping me here?
1 survives the split up
2nd one dies
1 continues to live
2nd stays up crying
What happened
Is it really over
Is this apart of my nightmare
When will...
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Anomanys letter from the razor
Lets play a game kind of like hide and seek
Goal is to figure out who I am and if you can find me
My name isn't at all hard to spell
You hide me and promise you would never tell
I'm the one who has your promise to keep
When your angry you use me to cut deep
I'm the one that covers your body in scars
you wonder what will happen if you ever went far
You use me when you feel over weight or fat
Your only excuse is "oh my stupid cat"
You feel nothing but hurt, betrayal, and pain
At 2am I'm the one calling your name ...
Goal is to figure out who I am and if you can find me
My name isn't at all hard to spell
You hide me and promise you would never tell
I'm the one who has your promise to keep
When your angry you use me to cut deep
I'm the one that covers your body in scars
you wonder what will happen if you ever went far
You use me when you feel over weight or fat
Your only excuse is "oh my stupid cat"
You feel nothing but hurt, betrayal, and pain
At 2am I'm the one calling your name ...
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War Within
Do you know what's like to be tortured by your own mind
That Lost girl they will never find
Do you know what its like to be screamed at by your own thoughts?
Its like a lost battle no matter how bad you fought.
They don't get it & never will
She only has one motive & that's to go for the kill
The demon within won't let her go
Demons & monsters have control
Her life was never easy.. She's stuck in a dark cave
Isn't it funny how we count on a blade
The split of your skin gives a...
That Lost girl they will never find
Do you know what its like to be screamed at by your own thoughts?
Its like a lost battle no matter how bad you fought.
They don't get it & never will
She only has one motive & that's to go for the kill
The demon within won't let her go
Demons & monsters have control
Her life was never easy.. She's stuck in a dark cave
Isn't it funny how we count on a blade
The split of your skin gives a...
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