Submissions by kittiewoe (Lilly)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm not vulgar, I am no sex obsessed. I am people obsessed, I am movement obsesses, I am body obsessed.I like to feel pain, especially from a lover, it makes me human. It makes me feel alive, it makes me remember what I am.I am not a sadist.
SELF POEM
Published
7th Jul 2013 8:12pm
7th Jul 2013 8:12pm
How many times I do this for you
"I see red"
No I don't
I'm not part of this big old stereotype
that when I cut myself
all I see is anger...
Red....
I don't,
I feel peaceful
And glad that the blood and the sins and the words are flooding out of me....
I'm glad that maybe, just maybe,
I cut myself so deep that this time
I've done the world a favour,
and this time I won't wake up
I think of you
The times you slapped me
hit me
broke me
made me small
so
so
small
and scared
but when I have that razor....
I'm not scared anymore...
No I don't
I'm not part of this big old stereotype
that when I cut myself
all I see is anger...
Red....
I don't,
I feel peaceful
And glad that the blood and the sins and the words are flooding out of me....
I'm glad that maybe, just maybe,
I cut myself so deep that this time
I've done the world a favour,
and this time I won't wake up
I think of you
The times you slapped me
hit me
broke me
made me small
so
so
small
and scared
but when I have that razor....
I'm not scared anymore...
644 reads
4 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2013 6:40pm
2nd Jul 2013 6:40pm
Blue to Red (my secret father complex)
Do you like my true colours?
Blonde hair
Curls everywhere
My baby blue eyes
As a baby at a christmas party
Wasn't I "bonnie"?
You weren't happy
You didn't like my true colours
I painted myself then
Black eyes
Black hair
Look at me!
LOOK!
Aren't I pretty "daddy?"
Do you like my colours yet?
No?
That's okay,
I'll paint myself
Toe to head
Red instead
Make myself pretty
Change my colours
Blonde hair
Curls everywhere
My baby blue eyes
As a baby at a christmas party
Wasn't I "bonnie"?
You weren't happy
You didn't like my true colours
I painted myself then
Black eyes
Black hair
Look at me!
LOOK!
Aren't I pretty "daddy?"
Do you like my colours yet?
No?
That's okay,
I'll paint myself
Toe to head
Red instead
Make myself pretty
Change my colours
550 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2013 6:30pm
2nd Jul 2013 6:30pm
Tell Me That I'm Ugly
Please tell me
All those horrible things
I like to hear
Tell me that I'm ugly
Tell me I'm a slut
I like it when you do that
Because I know it's the truth
When you deny me and
Remain addiment that I'm "pretty"
It's then I start to hate you
Because I know
It's all just a lie
I'd rather hear what I am
Than what you imagine me to be
All those horrible things
I like to hear
Tell me that I'm ugly
Tell me I'm a slut
I like it when you do that
Because I know it's the truth
When you deny me and
Remain addiment that I'm "pretty"
It's then I start to hate you
Because I know
It's all just a lie
I'd rather hear what I am
Than what you imagine me to be
708 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
1st Jul 2013 9:56am
1st Jul 2013 9:56am
Currently my lot in life,
okay, I wrote this this morning, it's currently the situation I'm in. Pregnant and in a relationship with someone who doesn't love me (but says he does).... enjoy :P*
Well I’m biting down hard
To keep myself here
I'm next to you
(where I know I should be)
But I can tell by the way you move
That it’s hard for you to stay
You hate me
I see it in your eyes
Hear it in your whispers
"I love you"
You say you do
But I know you're lying
You could have any other girl
A pretty
Stick-thin...
Well I’m biting down hard
To keep myself here
I'm next to you
(where I know I should be)
But I can tell by the way you move
That it’s hard for you to stay
You hate me
I see it in your eyes
Hear it in your whispers
"I love you"
You say you do
But I know you're lying
You could have any other girl
A pretty
Stick-thin...
798 reads
3 Comments
FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
1st Jul 2013 00:09am
1st Jul 2013 00:09am
Something for the pain (part one)
689 reads
0 Comments
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