Submissions by just_lonely (Megan. Just Megan)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Does sucha thing as love exist. When i seek for it i find only pain and despair,im pathetic, i cant seem to understand love, i cant find it either..
I lost it!
Ha!
I've finaly lost it!.
She stands looking down,
A dead boy at her feet,
The knife reflecting the moonlight,
"I..told you", she mumbles,
She takes the knife
Places it in her lips.
An blood curling laugh fills the room,
"I told you! If you didnt love me,
You would love none else!".
The knife falls from the brunettes hand,
She drops to her knees,
And weeps with all her might,
Pulling the raven haired boy on her knees,
"I-I loved you, but you ignored me..."
She sobs.
A heart...
I've finaly lost it!.
She stands looking down,
A dead boy at her feet,
The knife reflecting the moonlight,
"I..told you", she mumbles,
She takes the knife
Places it in her lips.
An blood curling laugh fills the room,
"I told you! If you didnt love me,
You would love none else!".
The knife falls from the brunettes hand,
She drops to her knees,
And weeps with all her might,
Pulling the raven haired boy on her knees,
"I-I loved you, but you ignored me..."
She sobs.
A heart...
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why do you cut?
"Why do you cut",
The same freaking question,
Everytime someone finds my scars,
They treat me like im crazy,
Some kind of psicopath.
I reply the same thing everytime,
"Why do you care? If you did you would
Notice my lifeless eyes,
My broken heart and bags under my eyes,
From crying myself to sleep at night".
I turn around and walk away,
But this time a hand stops me,
I look back and see... tears?
'How could it be?'
"Dont you think i notice your swollen eyes,
Your dull green eyes, once...
The same freaking question,
Everytime someone finds my scars,
They treat me like im crazy,
Some kind of psicopath.
I reply the same thing everytime,
"Why do you care? If you did you would
Notice my lifeless eyes,
My broken heart and bags under my eyes,
From crying myself to sleep at night".
I turn around and walk away,
But this time a hand stops me,
I look back and see... tears?
'How could it be?'
"Dont you think i notice your swollen eyes,
Your dull green eyes, once...
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Bang, bang.
Why does nobody notice my pain,
My pale face and non-existent smile,
My now empty green eyes,
I feel like a zombie,
Walking around,
Dead inside.
No words can discribe my pain,
I stare at the blade,
And take it in my left hand,
I brush it against my wrist,
And press,
The relief!
The next day,
After the same dull routine,
I come home,
To the empty house i call a "home",
I go in my room and lay in my bed,
I look under my bed,
Where is my shoe box?,
Ahh there you are.
I open it and find my...
My pale face and non-existent smile,
My now empty green eyes,
I feel like a zombie,
Walking around,
Dead inside.
No words can discribe my pain,
I stare at the blade,
And take it in my left hand,
I brush it against my wrist,
And press,
The relief!
The next day,
After the same dull routine,
I come home,
To the empty house i call a "home",
I go in my room and lay in my bed,
I look under my bed,
Where is my shoe box?,
Ahh there you are.
I open it and find my...
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What is the meaning of my existence.
Why do I bother to live,
In this supeficial world,
In this materialistic world,
This globe of hatred for eachother.
No,
Im not a slut,
Im just looking for love,
No,
Im not a heartless bitch,
Thats the image YOU created of me,
No,
Im not an antisocial freak,
I stay away from danger to survive.
In this world my only suport is ,
Him,
Without him,
I wouldnt fight to stay alive,
I wouldnt ignore your bitchy comments,
And without him,
There would be no,
Me....
In this supeficial world,
In this materialistic world,
This globe of hatred for eachother.
No,
Im not a slut,
Im just looking for love,
No,
Im not a heartless bitch,
Thats the image YOU created of me,
No,
Im not an antisocial freak,
I stay away from danger to survive.
In this world my only suport is ,
Him,
Without him,
I wouldnt fight to stay alive,
I wouldnt ignore your bitchy comments,
And without him,
There would be no,
Me....
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M.E.G.A.N.
M is for melanchonic
E is for easily kicked
G is for good for steping on
A is for a stupid emo
N is for NUTS.
Why does everything i guide close to my
Heart,
In the end crushes me ?
I know why,
Because its ME
E is for easily kicked
G is for good for steping on
A is for a stupid emo
N is for NUTS.
Why does everything i guide close to my
Heart,
In the end crushes me ?
I know why,
Because its ME
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Me, myself and I.
I stand in front of the mirror,
Looking at myself through my bangs,
Remembering every little thing that you said,
"Hello megan, the slut!" Sara your girlfriend says
I, like the coward I am stay quiet
"Im talking to you!" She shouts as she pushes me
I fall to the ground,my vision going blurry,
I feel something slide down my cheek
A tear? A droplet of emotion?
I hear her laughing "pathetic" she spats,
'I know'
I sit there in the ground as i watch her
Leave me as a worthless piece of trash,
I see you...
Looking at myself through my bangs,
Remembering every little thing that you said,
"Hello megan, the slut!" Sara your girlfriend says
I, like the coward I am stay quiet
"Im talking to you!" She shouts as she pushes me
I fall to the ground,my vision going blurry,
I feel something slide down my cheek
A tear? A droplet of emotion?
I hear her laughing "pathetic" she spats,
'I know'
I sit there in the ground as i watch her
Leave me as a worthless piece of trash,
I see you...
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i take your hand.
I stand in the hallway,
A sad smile on my lips,
As you kiss your love.
I turn around,
I notice it raining,
The heavens are feeling my pain,
They feel my heart breaking,
So they cry for me.
I walk outside to feel the rain,
A smile breaks through my lips,
The rain pouring and washing the pain away,
I can't help but feel something is missing.
I hear a shout over the rain,
So i turn around and see you standing there,
An umbrella in your hand over you beutiful raven locks,
Your blue eyes...
A sad smile on my lips,
As you kiss your love.
I turn around,
I notice it raining,
The heavens are feeling my pain,
They feel my heart breaking,
So they cry for me.
I walk outside to feel the rain,
A smile breaks through my lips,
The rain pouring and washing the pain away,
I can't help but feel something is missing.
I hear a shout over the rain,
So i turn around and see you standing there,
An umbrella in your hand over you beutiful raven locks,
Your blue eyes...
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