Submissions by jmerrick73
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Poetry is my outlet for expressing my depression, my anger, my love, my hate, my dark hellish life.
SONG LYRICS
Published
23rd May 2013 8:57pm
23rd May 2013 8:57pm
"Edge of Darkness"
(On the edge of darkness & i don't giva fuck)
(On the edge of darkness my soul is stuck)
(On the edge of darkness so fucking what)
(On the edge of darkness i'm outta luck)
No time for me to get my shit straight,in my hands i clutch a .38.
looking forward to my date with death,i can't wait.
i have a thought my soul may be thrown in hell.
all i can say is "oh well,oh fucking well."
maybe the lord will forgive me anyways & allow me into his house with the rest of the blessed.
i tried,i tried,i fucking tried.
i know,i know,i fucking...
(On the edge of darkness my soul is stuck)
(On the edge of darkness so fucking what)
(On the edge of darkness i'm outta luck)
No time for me to get my shit straight,in my hands i clutch a .38.
looking forward to my date with death,i can't wait.
i have a thought my soul may be thrown in hell.
all i can say is "oh well,oh fucking well."
maybe the lord will forgive me anyways & allow me into his house with the rest of the blessed.
i tried,i tried,i fucking tried.
i know,i know,i fucking...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
22nd May 2013 5:01pm
22nd May 2013 5:01pm
"Family?
I haven't written anything in weeks.
i haven't any words for geeks.
i only have words for us freaks.
what in the hell is that awful sh*t that reeks?
to get inspired i just go and walk the wicked streets.
i know that you know that i know,
i'm a living breathing f**k up.
no fixin' this sh*t,i'm stuck.
neglected & deserted by friends & family.
father holds me a grudge.
because i am a f**k up.
f**k up 4 life.
daily i pray for guidance from god,
or to go ahead and take my life.
i remember when i was younger there was such a thing as...
i haven't any words for geeks.
i only have words for us freaks.
what in the hell is that awful sh*t that reeks?
to get inspired i just go and walk the wicked streets.
i know that you know that i know,
i'm a living breathing f**k up.
no fixin' this sh*t,i'm stuck.
neglected & deserted by friends & family.
father holds me a grudge.
because i am a f**k up.
f**k up 4 life.
daily i pray for guidance from god,
or to go ahead and take my life.
i remember when i was younger there was such a thing as...
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DARK POEM
Published
22nd May 2013 4:57pm
22nd May 2013 4:57pm
"Death's Friend"
Here i sit in this pit,
Heartbroken by the sight of it.
So much disbelief in my mind,
So much grief in my soul,
So much hurt i can't let it go.
Why do i feel so depressed?
Why do i get so obsessed?
We are all friends with death,
All the way till we breathe our last breath.
Death is here death is there,death is everywhere.
It is here from the beginning to the end,
Death is our beloved friend.
Heartbroken by the sight of it.
So much disbelief in my mind,
So much grief in my soul,
So much hurt i can't let it go.
Why do i feel so depressed?
Why do i get so obsessed?
We are all friends with death,
All the way till we breathe our last breath.
Death is here death is there,death is everywhere.
It is here from the beginning to the end,
Death is our beloved friend.
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
21st May 2013 1:10pm
21st May 2013 1:10pm
Romans 7:15-24
"I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. …I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do--this I keep on doing.
Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right...
Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right...
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SELF POEM
Published
20th May 2013 7:25pm
20th May 2013 7:25pm
I have no title for this
Low self esteem,morbidly obese
don't give a fuck,my mortal soul i shall release
yall know i pop pills
yall know i seek thrills
yall know how i feel
lord forgive me for all this
lord forgive me for my self pity
lord forgive me for being so weak
lord forgive my tounge for wickedness it speaks
i miss my mama,i miss my granny,i miss my grandpa
i miss my uncle,i miss my friends
all the above are deceased at peace
i'll miss them all till my end
i can't seem to let go of the past
i can't get off my fat ass
too occupied with...
don't give a fuck,my mortal soul i shall release
yall know i pop pills
yall know i seek thrills
yall know how i feel
lord forgive me for all this
lord forgive me for my self pity
lord forgive me for being so weak
lord forgive my tounge for wickedness it speaks
i miss my mama,i miss my granny,i miss my grandpa
i miss my uncle,i miss my friends
all the above are deceased at peace
i'll miss them all till my end
i can't seem to let go of the past
i can't get off my fat ass
too occupied with...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
20th May 2013 7:18pm
20th May 2013 7:18pm
"Temptations"
My lord my god please forgive me for having these wicked thoughts-
my mind is clouded by all these damn demons,they not me is at fault-
why why why do they haunt me so?
why why why won't they just let my soul go?
they know my weaknesses all too well-
they keep pushing my buttons,tempting me,natas wants me in hell-
my lord i've fallen time and time again-
my lord my god please forgive me of this sin-
i wanna do right by you all the days of my life-
i'm so sick and tired of livin' with this strife-
i hear you say you have a plan for each one of us-
my...
my mind is clouded by all these damn demons,they not me is at fault-
why why why do they haunt me so?
why why why won't they just let my soul go?
they know my weaknesses all too well-
they keep pushing my buttons,tempting me,natas wants me in hell-
my lord i've fallen time and time again-
my lord my god please forgive me of this sin-
i wanna do right by you all the days of my life-
i'm so sick and tired of livin' with this strife-
i hear you say you have a plan for each one of us-
my...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th May 2013 2:59pm
19th May 2013 2:59pm
"Fiction vs non fiction"
This right here is a total mix up.
this right here will be a sure complete masterpiece of a fuck up.
i can talk about anything.
the voices i hear within my head when my ear drums ring.
hahaha,i can already tell this is gonna be some crazy shit.
crazy as when i use to fantasize of givin' my wrists the slit.
my mind has been infected since day 1 of my birth.
i won't stop speaking on this until i get my ride in a hearse.
i can still remember all the horrible acts i committed as a child.
i guess you can say i was sadistic,didn't care,yes i was wild.
evil as...
this right here will be a sure complete masterpiece of a fuck up.
i can talk about anything.
the voices i hear within my head when my ear drums ring.
hahaha,i can already tell this is gonna be some crazy shit.
crazy as when i use to fantasize of givin' my wrists the slit.
my mind has been infected since day 1 of my birth.
i won't stop speaking on this until i get my ride in a hearse.
i can still remember all the horrible acts i committed as a child.
i guess you can say i was sadistic,didn't care,yes i was wild.
evil as...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th May 2013 2:54pm
19th May 2013 2:54pm
"My omega,my alpha"
why must i continue to live this life?
why does god keep me alive?
i am a failure.
i am a loser.
i am a fuck up.
i am shit.
i am worthless.
i am nothing.
everything i come into contact with turns into shit.
everyone i know hates and dispises me.
everyone knows so far all of the above is true.
i hate this life.
i have no meaningfull purpose to continue living.
i'm so disgusted with myself.
i have no blame on others for this fucked up life of mine.
i blame myself completely.
i don't seek your pity.
i don't want any damn...
why does god keep me alive?
i am a failure.
i am a loser.
i am a fuck up.
i am shit.
i am worthless.
i am nothing.
everything i come into contact with turns into shit.
everyone i know hates and dispises me.
everyone knows so far all of the above is true.
i hate this life.
i have no meaningfull purpose to continue living.
i'm so disgusted with myself.
i have no blame on others for this fucked up life of mine.
i blame myself completely.
i don't seek your pity.
i don't want any damn...
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STORY POEM
Published
17th May 2013 2:06am
17th May 2013 2:06am
"Dream Master"
Is there a dream master?
one to control peoples dreams?
make good dreams?
take away bad dreams?
everything will be cold & dark,are you afraid?
are you ready to die?
are you afraid?
everything dies.
follow me into oblivion.
this lust demon attacking me within my dreams tickin' me off.
makin' me screamin' as i'm spillin' my semen.
lust demon you make me sick.
lust demon i just hate you.
not one child out of the many coulda beens i busted out.
all the grief and sadness i feel.
the one thing that hurts me the most is i have no family...
one to control peoples dreams?
make good dreams?
take away bad dreams?
everything will be cold & dark,are you afraid?
are you ready to die?
are you afraid?
everything dies.
follow me into oblivion.
this lust demon attacking me within my dreams tickin' me off.
makin' me screamin' as i'm spillin' my semen.
lust demon you make me sick.
lust demon i just hate you.
not one child out of the many coulda beens i busted out.
all the grief and sadness i feel.
the one thing that hurts me the most is i have no family...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
17th May 2013 1:58am
17th May 2013 1:58am
"Diss"
since day one i've been a suicidalist never givin' a fuck or shit-
ruthless hardcore mutha fucka,i'm here to diss all females,a bitch iz a bitch-
as far as i can remember every bitch i've ever known-
has been manipulators,concieted ass sluts,i tell'em to get from my face get gone-
heartaches and broken hearts have transformed me into the thug i am today-
it's alwayz findum,fuckum and then i commits to slay-
it'z tha money that makes these hoez so devious and fiendish-
i don't need a bitch like that,the world could do without those bitches-
this insane poetry is...
ruthless hardcore mutha fucka,i'm here to diss all females,a bitch iz a bitch-
as far as i can remember every bitch i've ever known-
has been manipulators,concieted ass sluts,i tell'em to get from my face get gone-
heartaches and broken hearts have transformed me into the thug i am today-
it's alwayz findum,fuckum and then i commits to slay-
it'z tha money that makes these hoez so devious and fiendish-
i don't need a bitch like that,the world could do without those bitches-
this insane poetry is...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
16th May 2013 4:45pm
16th May 2013 4:45pm
"Judged"
I get judged everytime i go out in public.
I hear from the voices "Look at that fat bastard".
I ain't gonna deny that fact i already know it.
They say "Look at the fat bastard,he's a retard."
Little do these pricks know i got the mind of a lunatic.
I hear the voices within telling me to follow they asses home and give they throats an ear to ear slit.
Then i come to my senses and say to myself them bitches ain't worth shit.
Who the fuck are they to judge me?
who the fuck are they to say shit about me?
Them fucks don't know not one thing...
I hear from the voices "Look at that fat bastard".
I ain't gonna deny that fact i already know it.
They say "Look at the fat bastard,he's a retard."
Little do these pricks know i got the mind of a lunatic.
I hear the voices within telling me to follow they asses home and give they throats an ear to ear slit.
Then i come to my senses and say to myself them bitches ain't worth shit.
Who the fuck are they to judge me?
who the fuck are they to say shit about me?
Them fucks don't know not one thing...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
14th May 2013 3:12pm
14th May 2013 3:12pm
"Disturbing"
I want a bitch who's down for all kindz of kinky shit-chainz,whipz,cuffz,bondage,everything thatz xxxplicit-i want her to pour candle wax on my nipplez-everything i speak on iz far from simple-i want the whip cream and cherriez-i'll give her the nutz,and feed her chocolate covered strawberriez-turn on a porno flick,while she suckin' my dick-her finger in my ass she stickz-yes indeed i'm a kinky mutha fucka and i love all this crazy shit-we know each other very well,were both std free-were gonna do this with the real feel and just be-dammit man,so tired of all the frustrationz-all the lust in...
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