Submissions by himrocks71

If I could just rewind it all, and go back in time I would.
I would stop all this pain from happening.
You were my first real love, and I though you would be my last.
But I threw it all away.
I don't even know what to say.
Im sorry, you didn't deserve this.
You deserve so much more.
I've begged you time and time again to give me a second chance.
But it just wont work. I threw it away.
Now Im left with only heartache and pain.
Knowing I did this to you kills me inside.
i just want to take it all back so all this pain could go away.
You know I...

I dream of seeing your face again.
Every day and every night.
Your beautiful blue eyes, and your pale pale skin.
I cant live without you anymore.
I know its only been 2 weeks, but if feels like an eternity.

I went back to that place today.
That place where we spent so many close nights, and amazing memories.
I couldn't help but cry to actually be there without you.
Its just so strange being there without you.

But it brings joy to my heart to know that your still mine, and your still faithful.
I cant bare to be another second without you....

I am just an entity.
a figment of your imagination.
Neither I or this love was ever real.
So just move on.
As hard as it is to say, Goodbye Forever.
Your love was fake, and so was mine.
It was nothing but a waste of our time.
Next time I'll know not to spill out my guts for something thats not true.
Something thats not true, just like you.

I don't think you know how painful this is.
Its eating me up from the inside out.
It drinks my blood and replaces it with doubt, uneasiness, and pain.
All I want is you, but you have no clue how many times i've died on the inside.
There is no love only lust, hatred and pain are a must.
To see you sit there and smile kills me inside.
To know that my pain was from your fucking game.
Now watch as I bleed myself dry.
In pure terror I will die.
Just watch as I bathe in my blood.
Will it have changed you, or will you always be the same.

I beg this...